&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
you're just another star, that's burnt out too quickly
Sunday, April 1 // 5:33 pm


was fiddling around with the camera. i didn't know the cam had inbuilt functions like supermacro and all that shiatz, anyway. i am a sucky photographer, so whatever.
how exciting, people are going to hate me for posting pictures up. my true intention is not to boast, really. i realise my friendster lacks pictures of me. i always hesitate to put up pictures of myself (unless my face is obscured from public view, and if i do not look fat. hence, all the pictures i take have to pass through stringent checks, and 99.99999% of them are not satisfactory) because
i am ugly and fat.i get kinda pissed when i discover ugly pictures of myself on the net. i hope nobody recognises it's me, but as if they give a flying fuck anyway. and sometimes the pictures are truly disgusting. like, revolting, it makes people look twice, stare and laugh their asses off.
awww. it sucks that i'm not photogenic. double awwww, it sucks that i'm ugly.
HA HA HA UGLY GIRL
i don't have any talents at all, zomg how awesome. lol, if i do
somehow manage to have one, will someone please tell me what it is?
(not funny, don't tell me i have a knack at looking ugly in pictures, because goddammit, it hurts)
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anyway this has been a random post. i am looking forward to going shopping, but the thing is i don't know when. and also, i ate some swensens mango ice-cream cake, which is delicious. now i am growing fat. yay, another reason to hate myself.
i swear, i am going to do my zuowen. i cannot risk getting zero for both of them. i will probably get an F9 for chinese (not to mention, geog) and then retain in sec 3 forever.
falling for you was a mistake.dang, i am a loser. a no-talent, ugly, fat, dumb, procrastinating loser.anyway, happy april's fool (or april fool?). & happy birthday to uncle michael, a loser in his own rights. like, shave off your pubic hair, and stop your nonsensical lustful, horny public display of affections for your wife. zomg, china woman(i was joking, can't you tell? sheesh. happy april fool, uncle michael. and happy birthday, and also, good luck in conceiving and raising a family.)