jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.



(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin

foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you

i'm such a failure :/

at every single thing in life. i can't study, can't do sports, can't sing, can't play any musical instruments properly. and the list of things i can't do just goes on. and on and on and on. not to mention i am ugly, fat, dumb and disgusting.

people tell me to not give up. but what's the point? i'm still gonna suck at it anyways. it's not as if i would be the female eric clapton if i practise hard enough because i suck. at every single thing in life.

i can't even keep my friends.

do you know, how much i feel like crying?

yeah, and i don't even know who i'm supposed to talk to about this. people will start thinking i'm a fucking whiny bitch. ya, whatever i am, okay? so? it's fucking hard to be a teenager.

i'm screwing up every single thing in life.

you know, the worst thing is i'm screwing up people's friendships too.

and you know, the only one person i feel like going out with, is probably too busy to care. yeah, i should stop trying to schedule myself into everyone's lives.

everyone has their ups and downs. me? i just seem to have more downs than ups sometimes :/ and when i try to talk, no one listens. or maybe they do. they just have it worse than me, i guess. i probably should get out of this pool of self-pity, because if i don't, i'll soon drown.
and maybe if i do, i won't hurt this much.
& i'm still waiting. i'll wait forever if i have to.
yay, me. BIG FAT LOSER OF THE CENTURY!

:/ fuck everyone! FUCK YOU ALL!