&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Thursday, January 4 // 9:27 pm
I FEEL SAD :(
and it's always because of you-
today has been a crazy day. after school we went PP macs. cheryl, lingyu, deborah, khairiah, halimatul and yiling. the gang reunites - except for yiling, the special guest star. anyway, we ate there and lunched there and for some weird reason people convinced me to throw a french fry at some young boys and disturb them. and also, there was this thing at the spider web.
i felt a bit weirded out, i don't know, must be some PMS shit or something. :( EMO EMO MOMENTS.
then after that people left. khairiah and i took 853 and then spontaneously we decided to go to amk to get something to drink, cafe galilee, but somehow we decided mccafe's double chocolate was nicer. then we played on the swings in the rain and then i screamed cos i was feeling scared and then we missed a total of 4 buses due to laziness and slow poke-liness. and then we finally got on a bus and i told her about watching the video of someone being decapitated and we laughed like hell.
we took a bus to yishun northpoint and started doing pointless stuff. going into popular, and all that crap. my favourite was going to cold storage and meeting this old man who was singing along to the song "all out of love" by air supply. he didn't know khairiah and i were there, i think. or maybe he just forgot our insignificant existence and sang along until he saw us and froze.
and then khairiah looked away, and i looked at her and i felt like laughing but i decided it was safer to study cornflakes. and then we stumbled away from the aisle, laughing like hell. and then there was the pad thingy. khairiah told me a story about her cousin throwing pads at people and leaving them in baskets. so i decided - heck, i want to try also! and then i dumped a packet of pads in someone's basket and ran away
and then i waited with her till her bus came and then i went home. & i would like to thank khairiah cos she's a really sweeeeeeeet friend for accompanying me to yishun. & whenever i feel emo, i like talking to her cos... i don't know... she helps me :D thank you woman! & thank you for reassuring me and yeah for everything.
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am i being dumb if i tell you i miss you so? :( please gimme a real sign and tell me what's going on!grah emoing :/ I MISS 2M AND MY FRIENDS!sorry if i was weird today, because i just don't feel 'me', whatever that means.I MISS .^4%##$