&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Wednesday, December 20 // 9:51 pm
suddenly, i wonder. am i turning out to be like my other cousins? will i eventually end up in girls' home?
=/ no, i won't, because i'm different from them.
but if my parents continue being fucking assholes, i'll one day turn out to be like them. because, the tighter you try to hold on, the harder i'll try to struggle - and maybe one day i'll break free
or die.
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yada yada my father had a talk with me yesterday and yada yada yada. i think you know the outcome - NOTHING. ok fine just that he got really pissed because i got really quiet and didn't answer him - at all. my father is DAMN fickle minded. i told my mom that i would pay for it myself, and she told my dad, who got real pissed "YOU WANT A GUITAR, I CAN BUY FOR YOU, I CAN AFFORD IT." then later in the talk, he goes "i don't want to buy for you!!!" ok, so he didn't, but it is something along that line.
and then i just talked to my mom when i got home and she got pissed and shouted at me and then i shouted back and then she shouted back and then everything got quiet and then i shouted and started crying, with eyeliner running down my face. ok, i'm sure that sounded really cool. whatever.
the point is: i'm a fucking loser.
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ok, i'm proud of untold prophesy because we did it - finally.
GOOD JOB DUDES. next time i'll join y'all and make some noiseee!!!
MOSHHHH :D
lol i am a lousy singer.
GO GUYS MAYBE ONE DAY WE CAN DO METAL AND BE METAL HEADS AND HAVE DREADLOCKS AND DRESS UP LIKE WE'RE GLAM ROCK STARS.
I'm worse at what I do best And for this gift I feel blessed Our little group has always been And always will until the end -
kurt cobain writes the best songs - nobody understands them. they seem to have a hidden meaning, like read between the lines. and 'smells like teen spirit' doesn't really make any sense.
(except that someone interpreted it as having a blow job by a over bored & self assured slut, and then he asks 'hello, hello, hello, HOW LOW?' and also the shit about his libido, and then how that they entertain in the dark, and how he tastes & smiles but oh well, whatever, nevermind)
k bye everyone! i'm going to go bathe.
p/s alvin has armpit hair HAHAAHAHA NIPPLES CHECK
MUSIC MANIA 5- if you're interested to go, the tickets are still available. 24th december, sunday, 2pm till late. it's in gashaus in bugis (if you are unsure, please ask). please tag if you are interested!!! :)