&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Thursday, December 28 // 9:18 pm
I LOOK 21 OKAY. sort of, i guess.
i tried sneaking into borat today with halimatul. i managed to keep a straight face and go "uh, 2 tickets for
borat please" to the ticket lady. and she actually gave me the tickets. halimatul and i were like laughing hysterically in the lift la, until that fucking woman caught us with popcorn in our mouths. "uh, can i have your IC please?"
then i had to make up some cocked up story about not knowing it's R21. i pointed out lamely "but you never write R21 on the movie poster what! how will anyone know?" the woman gave me a dubious look and said "how come you want to watch?" "my friend says the show is very nice, so i want to watch it lor" :/ a lot of fake smiles. lies came pouring out. finally, we managed to change the tickets to some other movie. lol, i still have no idea if the woman believed me.....
anyway i watched
death note 2: the last name for the second time. i finally understood the entire movie. so guys, you can ask me if you have questions :D (kay, sound so ego) ummm, anyway halimatul & i had a nice heart to heart talk about our lives.
i'm panicking about tomorrow!!!! mannzxzxz. I NEED SOME TRANQUILISERS!! grahhhh.
anyway bye bye
the used, hello new skin. simple is the best. okay i need to bathe now & then learn some nice songs on the guitar. buhbyeeee :D
this december holiday has gone by so fast. i miss perth suddenly (alan, that hot street busker, shopping, curtin, molesting kangaroos, room 301 buddies, room 307 buddies, ah lian family). i miss hongkong. i miss LTC - sort of. and
i miss the people most of all.
what if we drift apart? the thought is just too much to bear :(
waiting for someone to come online. where are you. we always want what we can't have.why bother learning about this world when we're gonna leave anyway?i dont know, not talking to you for a day makes things feel weird.but whenever i see you.....i just can't find the words.