&Alexithymia
jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.

&Verona



&Friends
(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin


&Gracias
foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you



Monday, December 18 // 8:34 pm


fuck, i hate myself :/

apparently, everyone hates me too.

too many disappointments & failures. plenty of heartbreaks. is this what i live for?

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today woke up early to pass halimatul track pants, and then called khairiah out for breakfast-lunch, and halimatul went for ML. and then, after that i wanted to go to the stadium to watch people run (haha, funny mah) and then it started raining like crap. so we went to the roof top of a car park, sat there and talked crap and then i sat on someone's motorbike.

in the end, we got wet also, then we went khairiah's house, and then her brother made me laugh without saying anything. and then we went compass to meet alvin (but he lazy) who didn't turn up. then we sat in courts and rested for a longggg time. i touched some guy's chest, and then after that we went cityhall to meet victoria & halimatul.

k, victoria is a nice person. :D haha, guitar expert la!!!! know so many people. hmmm, then went peninsula and then swee lee. after that we ate dinner at macs, and then i burped and victoria laughed until stomach pain.

omg i still dont understand.

and then we went home, and then khairiah's brother is going to react very "violently" when khairiah hits him. hahahaha, wtf.

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how can i tell you that my problem is you?


Don't live your life in vain, don't take it out on me
You're cracked, so just remember, I'm not your enemy
I don't deserve to fall this way, by a man who felt betrayed

i don't deserve this.

Someone hear me, someone stop me, someone listen, why aren't you listening?

=( "emotionally unstable"?

yes, very. i feel like i've been played. do you even realise?


R0BOT