&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Friday, May 26 // 6:37 pm
JOLYN HEARTS SEAN (:tags replied:
deb: JOSHUA SNG GOT FIANCEE? ): that guy is seriously new-age sensitive emo kid. omg. hottt. ahaha. i like guys who write poetry! guys like seannn! deb, go stalk mr sng.
dingdong: i never use your name! i am the real boppaloppashappalappadingdong. =D i love emo kids hair. like sean cheng. he is bloody hot.
cherie: hi! frogs are cute. they turn me on (:
dalila: your pics are with me! go online and talk to me and i'll send you all of them!
ying: AHAHA i agree. i send you the pics thru email or something.
wp: whose? MINE? i know, i have ugly teeth. dont so evil.
charlie: muaha. mr part your hair expert. did it turn you on? did you masturbate right there and then?
papashowpalapadingdong: mine is it! insult me! HMPHHH.
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AHHH I'VE BEEN ANTICIPATING THIS DAY SINCE FOREVER. i was so fucking excited, i wanted to scream alright.
mrs tan held us back to do some frigging science shit. i was fidgeting, and i was getting damn fucking agitated. rachel was looking at me, and asking "are you okay?" cos i was practically tearing out my hair. they were having soundcheck. then lingyu saved my life. "MRS TAN! we're supposed to go to the hall now!" and hali, mel, deb, khai, ying, lingyu and i took off.
i ran up stage to get levan to sign my CD but he smiled apologetically and said, "later! sorry, we're doing soundcheck now". wah. damn sexayye can.
it was fab alright. they played acoustic songs (OMG SEAN IS FUCKING HOT) and they talked about their lives in VS and spoke about having faith in yourself. if you really want to do it, then you should go for it. if you have passion for it, naturally you will be good at it. AND I LOVE THE WAY 'INFRASTRUCTURE' ROLLS OFF LEVAN'S TONGUE. infrastructure is now my favourite word, thank you very much.
then they started stealing our souls and grinding it into rock and roll. we moshed and jumped and screamed and danced our lives away. we sang along to black maria and crazy son. i sang until my throat hurt, and i couldnt even hear myself. MUAHA levan said cedarians are cute. he said we are the best. he says we kick asses. i feel proud ((((((:
after the concert i went up to levan and got him to sign my CD. and seannnn! i took a pic with him. i was sweating like siao because i jumped too much. rawr i look stupid, please dont save that pic. i only wanted to show you sean. i was gushing okay. i feel stupid. "you rock! ahh why are you so pro on the guitars? omg, you sing damn nice!" blahblahblah.
HAHA i deleted that pic.
then the prefects are such party poopers. they turned on the lights and told to get out of the damn hall. =/ say i'm siao! fuck you la. the teacher was damn terrified, i think. to see so many girls screaming, and jumping and dancing. she was going "it's time to leave the hall, please go back to your classroom". nobody was listening. some senior was telling levan, "aiya, dont care la. they all suck". the prefects keep saying "eh, tuck in your shirt! pull up your tie! look at you! so untidy"
then we chased damn around until it was time to leave. they were so frigging tired. i got sean to sign my tie. AHAH. levan bought a cedar tie. he says he's gonna wear it.
damn hot. the happy toilets thing was a disappointment after ronin. sorry. HAHA. i begged levan to come back again. he said "only if your teachers allow".
woot, i got back my report book. got scolded for 'improper attire' and she told me to stop all my nonsense =/ what nonsense, actually? overall i think i did so-so. if i didnt do so badly for chinese, geog and lit, i probably would have gotten higher, since i have A1 for english, maths and science and a2 for history. NEVER MIND END YEARS I WILL WORK HARD. i hope.
btw, i am going for their 23june concert. 5 fucking hours of bloody good music and people with their infectious enthusiastic attitude. omg. i'm wearing pink because levan hearts pink. he signed deb's wallet, and wrote PINK ROCKS. he has solid butt. andd anddddd he has motor razr v3. PINK PINK seh.
DEBORAH come online send me mr sean's pic. i am in lurveee.

muahahaha. he is damn pro with the guitar and his voice is hotttt. me hearts!
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went macs with lingyu, deb and khai after school to see ahbengs. took many gay pictures. we were discussing ronin and sex and other gay topics. and deb is obsessed with ahmad. i dont know why, but deb loves macs' cleaners. i took a pic of ahmad's butt, and some weird sick poses. saw many peicai ahbengs who love chinese songs. they are not hot, sorry. ):