&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Saturday, May 27 // 9:35 pm
I'M GONNA MISS NELSON ):
seriously, i think he was the best teacher ever. he was strict, yes. but still he made guitar fun for me. he taught me songs, made me laugh, encouraged me when i insisted that i cant do it and he kinda inspired me.
i want to play the guitar as well as him. i want to sing as well as him. i want to play as many instruments as i can. well, basically i wanted to have his talent. rawrrr.
next week there will be a new teacher. i seriously pray i do not get someone who is a mean bitch. i'll probably die =/ hope the dude is not old, and not too young. haha. i'm half wishing he were hot. the other half prays he is not, or else i'll fumble and stumble alot and end up hating myself for being awkward.
holidays are here, and i have nothing to do! no aims, no goals. i think i'm going to just stay home and be a pig. I FUCKING HATE MYSELF.
ahaha i'm on my way to forgetting you.
i'm suddenly in love with the song,
falling for you. blame it on mel. she made me listen to it and said she wanted to play that song for our band. then i listened and listened and listened. and now i'm singing it in the shower. and i love the word, 'carousel', according to nelson =D
"whats with you and the word 'carousel'?"
HAHA conversations with james are weird.