&Alexithymia
jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.

&Verona



&Friends
(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin


&Gracias
foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you



Tuesday, April 4 // 7:57 pm


stormy like my mood.

went school early today with a friend. got caught by prefect for using mp3 in class. you &a;*%$#%/ so kaypoh

we ponned library and classes respectively, and went j8 for lunch. don't know why, but i seem to like the straw (sexy) swords that mel makes. we made one super long one today, and annoyed the group of cat high boys beside. one of which is emeric something -__- a prefect? i saw maris stella hottie and halimatul made a discovery. i shan't tell you what, but it shows you my taste in "hot" boys. muaha.

two sec 1 cat high boys approached me and said "excuse me, we're doing a survey. we just want to know if you like kaya?" loll. they so cute. especially the one in specs.

two guys came, and we walked around. then we went back cedar, and it rained like fuck. the stupid cockhead bus driver splashed water at us, and we screamed at him. then we had 'detention'. motherfuckerrr.

halimatul is disgusting :D "i have a tight vagina" is written on my palm.

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my funeral is so going to be helena-ish.

i'm having bipolar mood swings. i feel like slamming my head against the wall. maybe then i will bleed - and die. maybe it's what i deserve, for being such a rotten shit. it's so blasphemous, the way i'm taking every single fucking thing for granted. where can they find the strength to go on with life, when with every step i take, i falter and hesitate?

nothing to break my fall.

alone.

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ah. 7 things i look for in a guy:

1) hell load of fun to be with. which means super humourous, and super entertaining
2) interested in the right type of music. sexy voice is a plus. can play musical instruments even more.
3) super nice, kind, sweet, sensitive, caring, the whole shit, to me and ONLY ME
4) smart. someone i can converse with.
5) someone who can stand my bipolar mood swings. they swing so fast, i'm not aware of it happening
6) err. someone who likes me even though i'm super ugly. someone who doesn't look at my other "chio" friends. thank you so much. i can't stand flirts.
7) someone i can talk cock with, and do dumb stuff with. someone who can sing with me, even though i sound really terrible and everything. someone who holds my hand when i'm at the lowest. someone who doesn't care what i look like, someone who only cares who i am inside.

this is all just a dream.

ANYBODY WHO WANTS TO DO IT JUST DO OKAY


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