&Alexithymia
jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.

&Verona



&Friends
(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin


&Gracias
foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you



Saturday, March 11 // 7:36 pm


the hopelessness of being infatuated with someone who doesn't like you back :(

had guitar today (: realize that i'm not seeing tcher next week cos of the damn school trip mummy insists on signing up for because it is "educational". educational? pfftt. but still, i will enjoy it nonetheless and i won't eat any chicken, i promise! i can't risk getting avian flu!

anyway, i went bugis (again) yesterday with halimatul and tok moy (again). always always! and i'm so broke, i couldn't afford anything except fries and earsticks. and tok moy is really horny. i resign as the horniest girl, tok moy can take my place :/ and that's not a very good thing.

a boy named 'it' by dave pelzer is so touching. the poor guy was forced to eat his brother's defecation. and his mother made him puke, before forcing him to eat his regurgitated hot dogs with disgusting globs of saliva on them. his father is hen-pecked! his father watched him eat it, and didn't do anything. and you know what? his mother stabbed him, and his father pretended it didn't happen. stupid motherfucker. equivalent of being blind. let's gorge his eyes out and make him eat it, retina, pupil, iris and all! and cornea! stupid fuck!

sweetblood is a story about a diabetic goth protovampire. waha. being diabetic must totally suck. they don't have enough insulin in their body, and their blood gets so sweet and they are thirsty so fast. they need the insulin jabs, and they must watch what they eat. if the sugar level in the blood is too low, and the insulin level too high, they suffer from attacks and faint. and if their insulin level is too low because they ate too much sweet stuff, they also suffer. :/

my ahma is diabetic, her legs are getting weaker. poor thing. she has to measure the amount of sugar in her blood per litre, i think.

vampires=creepy. bram stoker is so creative to come up with dracula. waha. actually dracula is based on a true person. vlad dracula or vlad the impaler. don't ask me what's that cos it's too gruesome.

enough geekspeak for the day :)

You're cold with disappointment
While I'm drowning in the next room
The last contagious victim of this plague between us
I'm sick with apprehension
I'm crippled from exhaustion
And I dread the moment when you finally come to kill me


R0BOT