&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Friday, February 3 // 9:00 pm
something struck me yesterday, and i can't put it out of my mind. you're never gonna look at me and think of me as anything more than a friend, and i know i'm just dreaming. i'm going to put you out of my mind. i won't be tempted to pretend you're mine again, because losing you is hard. harder than you'll ever know. i'm sorry, i'm not strong enough to pretend i'm fine and hold on tightly, waiting for you to pull me out of this black hole. i hope you'll never know how i feel about you, because it would kill me.everytime i promise to let go, i come back and get addicted all over again. so damn fucked up.
yesterday went to buy present for mel & wp la, but didn't buy finish. cos the shops were closed, and there wasn't anything to get them.
i'm so sorry, it's not that i'm insincere. but buying stuff for friends is just so god damn tough la. later i buy this, you don't like. sorry sorry.
teachers enjoy scolding pupils, got reprimanded cos i had long fingernails and because i couldn't do the stupid fucking chemical equation. why must we balance chemical equations?
we had to go up to 'teach' the rest of the class and i didn't know what to do, the tcher called me cock-eyed. thanks a whole lot, teacher!
went causeway point just now to watch 'i not stupid 2' with wp and ryan only. i know, pathetic, only 3 people. but it's ok la. at first halimatul was with us. then she had to go home. on the 853 bus, there was this really stupid fatty. he kept talking about PS2 and xbox and how he spent $500 on pirated games, and how he has the license to smoke even though he looks like he's 13. and he talks about judo, and how he can grab girls' bits. male chauvinists, go fuck your mother.
i told halimatul to not listen to crap that the fat guy was BRAGGING about and listen to her ipod.
anyway, the movie is damn touching, okay. i could hear people crying behind me. and the stupid fucker behind me keep kicking the damn chair and talking damn loudly. aw, the tom yeo damn lucky la. the poor chengcai so poor thing. sighhhh. don't want to talk anymore.
sorry to wp, i'll give you the present soon. okay?
ps. what is it with people who do remixes of 'bu pa bu pa'? do they even realize how awful they sound. the twins - the guy twins - who sang SHABU SHABU. what the hell is a shabu? my mum told me it's jap for something. at least that's what i think