&Alexithymia
jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.

&Verona



&Friends
(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin


&Gracias
foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you



Monday, January 30 // 9:46 pm


went ahma house today :D much better than yesterday, i didn't do anything i really regret. took loads of dumb and spastic pictures of today, will upload once i find out how to, since this isn't my digi cam. i'm so pathetique, i had to borrow one. :(

mummy tried applying makeup on me. i look like a clown with eyeshadow, people keep trying to convince me i look fine, but i scrubbed it off la, and then when mummy tried the eyeliner, i couldn't open my eyes when she apply. she poked my eye, and i started tearing, a lot. and the mascara isn't any good either. i get smudges of gunk all over my ugly face.

ugly with makeup therefore, i am UGLY :(

met cherie there, and we did lots of dumb things. like taking pictures. cherie took a picture of my butt. my underwear okay. when i was lying down, and she used it as her phone wallpaper. gross la, but still we laughed a lot and a lot. and my skirt came up and showed my underwear after i went toilet. OMG. super malu-ating. but damn funny, to think of it. i was laughing as i related the story to cherie.

ate pizza. lots of pizza. pizza, pizza, pizza. veron asked me if her bf is handsome, and i don't know what to say =/

evelyn says i'm mad, but she's worse. she thinks she's super funny, and she brings that dumb jay chou cd of her wherever she goes.

then went to the esplanade thingy for the fortune God. i tell you, those people are really robbers in disguise. $5 for parking, less than 2 hours. =/ so expensive can. we're not millionaires, if we were, we don't mind paying extra la.

SHALL UPLOAD PICTURES. have to show you my shoes. damn nice okayyy.

anyway, after esplanade we went to cousin josephine's house to feed bebe and meow2 again. the dogs got out of their pen, and they shat around. (is shat a word? i think it's the past tense of shit, but don't care la) the house. and we ended up cleaning the entire place. they tore the plastic packaging of the dog food, and it scattered all around.

i pity the dogs. never ever ever leave your dog(s) alone when you go out on a holiday or anything alright? worst comes to worst, get someone to feed your dog(s) la. i wonder why i agreed in the first place. cos it's kinda terrible. the dogs poop and pee everywhere.

okay, this post is gay. i am going to go now, please tag to show me how you appreciate me posting this after i am so freaking tired. i am tired. my legs hurt. my eyes are tired.

ugh, i die everytime i think of you with another girl.
sometimes i just want to like you a little less, or hate you a little more.

who says teens don't know what is love? who says adults don't experience infatuation?! dumb people, don't tell me you didn't pick your spouse because you liked how he/she looked, okay.

true love? pui.

sigh, true love. lol.


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