&Alexithymia
jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.

&Verona



&Friends
(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin


&Gracias
foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you



Monday, January 9 // 5:32 pm


okay, birthday greetings to those january babies (oh man, i hate january. it's the time of the year when my pocket seems to have a hole and it's constantly emptying itself)

on 6th its junren's birthday (HAHAHAHA, MONK. sorry. i just hate him)
on 7th, weiping's birthday.
happy birthday melissa and halimatul! :) [the jan 9 babies!]
tomorrow is candice tan's birthday.
on 16th, it's cheryl liew's birthday
on 20th, it's mitch's birthday.

(i'm sure someone's birthday falls on the 3rd and 8th. but i can't remember who. oh well, dont fucking care)

i slack alot, and i got drenched in the rain. i had no umbrella, so i just heck care and walked home in the rain. i feel so fucking cold now la, and my body feels hot. wonder if i'm coming down with a fucking fever?

i'm bored to death at home la. the same routine, every single fucking day. i'm going to explode from all that pent up frustration. ahem, i have something to say to someone, but i can't be bothered confronting her. if you think i suck, can you just spit it out? instead of *gossiping* to others and putting it on your blog.

i never hated her. you know, i never even despised her for writing whatever crap in her blog. i never wanted things to turn out this way. but it did, so can you just accept it and not go around telling everyone i'm the one who was wrong? don't tell me you're faultless okay? because, BITCH, it is your fault too and you fucking know it. you were the one who started ignoring me. and when you did, i found it pointless to pretend you exist.

now, shoo. go and find some other people who are stupid enough to let you fuck around with their minds. don't come and say what "dao" you, who "dao" you. because I DON'T FUCKING CARE. and i'm saying it again, in case you don't get it: i don't hate you, or dislike you. i don't feel anything against you, even though you were once my "best friend" or something like that.

oh ya, another thing: your attitude sucks. i'm telling you as an 'ex-best friend'. i'm sorry, but your best friend now doesn't seem to think you have that problem too because she has it too! OH, NO WONDER YOU GOT TOGETHER ;)

--

enough of ranting la, here's a total fab song i downloaded yesterday. can't stop listening to it la, cos it's so........nice. i like downloading random songs. okay, i want to find something corporate's song already.

--

have you been to the desert?
have you walked with the dead?
there's a hundred thousand children being killed for their bread
and the figures don't lie they speak of human disease

but we do what we want and we think what we please
have you lived the experience?
have you witnessed the plague?
people making babies sometimes just to escape
in this land of competition the compassion is gone
yet we ignore the needy and we keep pushing on
we keep pushing on

this is just a punk rock song
written for the people who can see something's wrong
like ants in a colony we do our share
but there's so many other fuckin' insects out there
and this is just a punk rock song
(like workers in a company we do our share
but there's so many other fuckin' robots out there)

have you visited the quagmire?
have you swam in the shit?
the party conventions and the real politics
the faces always different, the rhetoric the same
but we swallow it, and we see nothing change
nothing has changed...

10 million dollars on a losing campaign
20 million starving and writhing in pain
big strong people unwilling to give
small in vision and perspective
one in five kids below the poverty line
one population runnin' out of time


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