&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
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melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
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levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Saturday, January 7 // 7:34 pm
i have a problem with my fingers, i can't press the string properly la, so fucked up. teacher wanted to teach 'wake me up when september ends', but he decided against it when i spent half an hour arranging my fingers. -_-" he says there shouldn't be a problem cos when he plays on my guitar, he can press it properly, so why can't i? my fingers are so much smaller....
never mind, i shall persevere! and practise on my own. i can do it la, i'm sure i can. practise practise practise. it's the key to success, right, ryan? you're gonna practise for SG idol. :)
i actually wanted to learn something of nirvana's, but my teacher told me it's going to be damn difficult, with all that bar chords and shit. then i said... "[insert names of obscure bands]?" and he went "what?" so then, never mind. i'm contented with what i have, shouldn't try for things that are out of my reach la.
maybe i'll learn a new song next week. something i like. i ought to ask him to teach me a blink 182 one, or something like that.
but everytime he asks me what i want, i can't think of anything.
One light, one mindFlashing in the darkBlinded by the silence of a thousand broken hearts"for crying out loud" she screamed unto meA free for allFuck 'em allYou are your own sightlol. i so love that song :)
can someone introduce me to some NEW songs? i'm getting sick of (almost) all the songs in my mp3 la, fucked up lor. my sister went to put some jay chou shit and backstreet boys and she throws a tantrum if i don't allow her to put crazy frog or the dragon____ something song that has "NUMA NUMA YEI" in the middle. the one guo mei mei went to sing about cockroaches and not being afraid.
ahem, i hate guo mei mei. lao shu ai da mi? you go eat shit la.