&Alexithymia
jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Friday, January 13 // 10:58 pm
and i've never felt so alone before.why didn't you see me?it sucks being a teenage girl with raging hormones. it sucks having really bad moodswings. i don't like myself. i HATE me.
life can get so boring that i feel like stabbing myself just to see what happens after that. do they even care? do you? i'm just being stupid here. just ignore me.
life can get so hectic, i barely find the time to find who's the real me. i feel like such a HYPOCRITE. i'm so fake, i'm a phoney. i'm a lie. i'm not real. i don't know anymore. facade. masks. disguise.
just ignore me alright. i'm just having a really bad day. i'm going to go watch
rockit! now. maybe seeing that hunk jeff makes me feel better ;)
i hope tomorrow will be a better day. i hope tomorrow it rains. i'm happier when it rains. i'm happy when it's saturday. when i can avoid the people i see from monday to friday. when i can stop pretending i really like
her even though she's such a sticky bitch.
when i can pretend the real world doesn't exist. when i can pretend dreams are real, and stop being such a stupid useless bitch.
