&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Monday, November 7 // 8:21 pm
i'm back (with sunburn and a fucked up computer).
finally. i can listen to music non-stop on the computer, once it stops fucking up, that is. i miss you, blog! actually, i miss the music more (:
tuesday, 011105went bowling with weiping, kuangit and his friend alvin. ARGH. no strikes la, happy? but i ALMOST won the first game. keyword: ALMOST. i got second, thanks to our dearest weiping. but it was fun. after the bowling thing, when kg and his friend pangseh-ed us, leaving poor weiping with three girls, we walked all the way to pasir ris interchange. weiping then went home. the three girls took mrt to tampines, went to YAMAHA to buy guitar picks and ogle at drum sticks and guitars we know we can't have. o.O drum sticks $13.50. so fun (: i love bowling.
wednesday, 021105went compass point with veron and her hubby. i saw this electric guitar for $155. kinda cheapo, i was wondering what was wrong with it. maybe the thing falls apart once you strum it too hard. i'm not getting those, man. i'm getting a YAMAHA one. i don't care. those are way cool. my teacher's model is an APEX something something. it can be used as a bass. omg. way cool. anyway, we met cherie there. then we went to a shop, i forgot what it was called. but it was way girly. they have makeup in it, and we went to test the things. we squeezed tubes, applied nail polishes, sprayed... it was funny. the guy in there looked distraught, we were wasting his precious goods without paying! then we walked around, and i met khairiah. that crazy manjie went up to her and said "hi". i think she thinks he's crazy. we went to cherie's house after that. we went home late.
i mixed up the dates. shit. i can't remember when i went out. ARGH. never mind.
on saturday, i went to causeway point and bought a volleyball and sun block for sunday. mum objected about me going to sentosa with veron because of a so called 'family scandal'. please, i don't air my family's dirty linen in public. i have better things to do.
so i got scolded for purposely defying her. but i went anyway, and got yelled at "GO IF YOU WANT, I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE. YOU DON'T LISTEN TO ME ANYWAY, NEXT TIME YOU WANT TO GO OUT, DON'T ASK ME."
that was crazy.
man. all that because of a family scandal. how stupid.
sunday was fun anyway. i got so sun burnt, i can hardly move my mouth. okay, that's exaggerating. i can move my mouth. it's just that i'm so red, it's impossible that a nearly blind person can't notice me. i look like a god damn lobster.
my skin hurts.
WHO WANTS TO GO SENTOSA WITH ME?
i want to go again (: siloso beach? palawan beach? tanjung beach? the water is so clear, so blue-green. so CLEAN. i felt paying $3 for entrance fee was worth it. the sand is not littered with rubbish. you can lie on it without worrying what'll crawl up your pants.
and volleyball is fun. please do not ever push me into the water like jeremy. or i'll run after you and throw wet sand (which hurts) on your white shirt.
i love sentosa.