&Alexithymia
jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Saturday, October 15 // 3:13 pm
went to classes 4 minutes early.
i felt like an idiot, really. a huge fucking idiot with no brains at all.
i think i really disappointed nelson ): is something wrong with me? or did the brain i'm suppose to have melt under the hot sun and leaked out through my numerous earholes (heh, must flaunt)?
simple job also can't do. strum it. down down up up down (pause) up down.
HOW COME YOU CAN'T DO IT? sigh.
it's not as if he asked me to play 'american idiot' while attempting to feed myself. (ooh, messy)
i'm so stupid. so foolish.
I'M SORRY I'M SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT.
call me dramatic, but i'm still sorry. 2 months, and i can't do it right. shitshitshit.
how do you stop giggling?-___-"
michelle and i were poring over the november issue of
teenage when we saw this stupid message. hahaha. some girl can't spell 'matter' and 'muacks' properly.
pretend message (to protect innocent parties like ME. and her [or him?])
To mY dEaRdEaR:
i LuRbbEx yiEwW shO mUcHiEs. We HaF bEeN 2GeThEr fErr 3 weEkS lEr, EvEn tHo It iS vErY ShOrT, I nOee YiEwW aRrE dE OnNe FeRr MiiE. No MaThEr WaTt HaPpEnS, i WiLl LuRbbEx yIeWW tUu ThE EnD oFfF TyMeE. i luRbbEx yiEwWw. MAUCK MAUCK.
we were laughing like crazy fools, and we keep repeating the "mauck mauck"
siao.
sigh. the higher the hope, the greater the disappointment.
i can play the intro of ACCIDENTALLY IN LOVE.
i'm accidentally in love with my guitar(:
sorry, again. really, i'm sorry i'm such a disappointment.
i miss ________. really. i do.
