jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.



(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin

foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you

tell me, why am i such a failure? seriously, i'm so fucking pissed. wonder how i can bomb a supposedly "easy" exam? teachers, explain how you can get such a splendid student, she flunks her maths paper 1 and chinese paper 2.

maths paper 1: 23/50
i was gobsmacked when i saw my grades. i did so badly, i could cry. but of course, i do not shed tears.

chinese paper 2: 31/70
fuck, i was happy when i got back paper 1. 24/30, and thankfully i passed overall. THANK GOD. but i shouldn't be happy because i just passed.

i ought to slap myself. i was worried silly about the maths paper 2. what if i failed? then i would fail overall. then i would DIE. i do not want to get kicked out. i said already if i had to leave, i wanted to leave on my own accord.

please, pray that i actually excel in geography, literature and science. if not, i will DIE a horrible death. i think i failed maths overall.

i'm so fucked up right now. i think i should go on an alcohol diet. then i'll get a beer belly. or maybe i should just lock myself in the room and starve myself.

then maybe i'll understand why i'm such a failure.

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maths:
53/100
paper 1: 23/50
paper 2: 30.5/50
chinese:
55/100
paper 1: 24/30
paper 2: 31/70
english:
70.1/100

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go ahead, laugh at me. i'm so sick of having to prove myself as the scholar of the family and what the fuck.

sigh. I'M SO TERRIBLY STUPID, YOU SHOULD STAB ME AND PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY.

I'M SO STUPID, I CAN'T EVEN TELL A RIGHT FROM A LEFT.

I'M SO STUPID, I CAN'T EVEN READ. no wonder i didn't answer the question accordingly to the question.

i want a transfer.