&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Sunday, October 23 // 8:47 pm
I NEED PEOPLE WHO ARE FREE TOMORROW.
if you are interested in going to bowl. i do not mind if you suck at it, because seriously, i'm a noob at bowling. you can laugh if you want. i do not care. i like bowling like shit.
it's another one of those things i'm shit at, but i don't mind.
alright. i'm going to call
gohyiling now to ask her for melissa's number and then i'm going to ask her to go. sigh, this is terrible. i'm too lazy.
I NEED A HAIRCUT xD
i feel like changing. what is the phrase? "change is the only constant" or something?
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i really don't know why i feel like this. do i or do i not like him? sometimes i wonder why i'm making myself so miserable. the best thing to do is just forget, and stop thinking about my totally non-existent love life. i hate getting so stoked, only to have you brush me off like i'm some kind of second-rate friend. even if you didn't like me, couldn't you just treat me well?i'm never gonna be good enough for you, am i? what do you want me to do?