jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.



(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin

foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you

fragments of a broken life.

ms leong is leaving us. i really want to thank her for what she has done to cedar, but i can't find the guts to go up to her and say "thank you, you've made a significant change in our lives." she'll be transferring to anderson junior college to be their principal. i want to say good luck and best wishes. and always miss us! :p

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yesterday night was terrible. i shall not say much, except i was crying. it has nothing to do with my (terrible) results.

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my results are way terrible. never mind, i'm not getting kicked out of cedar.

class position: 15/41
level position: 219/357

yah, i dropped. my mid year results were so much better.

I'M SORRY, OKAY?

damn, people, why don't you try taking my exams? and then tell me, could you have done any better? i agree, i wasn't concentrating on my exams. but put yourselves in my shoes. GO THROUGH WHAT I WENT THROUGH. tell me, could you have coped better?

i know, i'm a loser. i'm stupid. i'm ugly. i'm worthless. i'm fat. i'm an idiot, i'm not cool enough. i'm selfish.

you try being me, then. you claim you can do better.

i'm going to die now.

I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH.
i hope you die one day.

you hurt me with your words. i have to go.

to somewhere far away.