jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.



(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin

foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you

still fixated on my purple hunk. by the way, cherie and i started a band. i know, don't laugh. it's stupid. not yet official because we haven't recruited members (:

i'm the guitarist, she's the person playing the keyboard. keyboardist? wait, is it even called a keyboard? isn't it an electone or something like that? sorry, ain't particularly good at identifying instruments.

we're like F.I.R. that kuku cherie thinks i'm stupid! she thinks i don't know F.I.R! PUH LEASE! i might not know their songs as well as her, but i know what it stands for. i even know the band member names!

F.I.R = fairytale in reality (how ironic. how do you have a fairytale in reality? i can't even have a fairytale in fantasy)
members are: faye, ivan and real, hence the name F.I.R also.

heh heh. see? these high profile bands and stars, i know them. even though i don't particularly like mandopop.

people, give me suggestions! what to name the band? cherie is HUAJIE, OKAY! she says our band is huajie band.

she wanted to name it LINYIQIN. omg. and DAYANG. and YOUFU.

hahahahaha. so frigging funny.

so far our band members are:

-cherie (keyboardist/electoner/electonist)
-jolyn (guitar & vocals)
-evelyn (vocals)
-cheryl (vocals)

i want to learn drums. and bass.

huajie band ); awful name. we're recruiting members. HHAHAHA. i doubt we'll get much work done anyway. we'll probably be goofing off half the time.

i'm thinking of asking meng nan (jeremy. please don't ask me why i call him that. the explanation is in the last post) to join because, he, like me, is a GUITARIST (:

i'm also thinking of asking sebastian (aka ba tian aka eight days mag. don't ask me why i call him that...it'll take me forever to explain) because he is a percussionist. boo)): see. his band tcher is nice. not like mine. the fucked up reason i left band.

nelson lim (cousin, please) is our dancer. HAHAHAHA. jeremy is also. don't know why, but thinking of him shaking his booty makes me crack up.

nelson has pretty hair.

nelson is now my lao gong, as in LAO GONG GONG. hahahaha. cherie says i can call him that if i want. eee. no.

oh shit. music test tomorrow. i fucked the whole thing up. i can't fail it. DEAR HEAVENLY FATHER, please tell me that i will pass my exams with flying colour. thank you and AMEN (:

i don't know how to pray, but i'm trying my best yeah?

i miss my purple hunk. my purply purply purple hunk. sighs. where are you, purple? come find me, purple.

don't call me a despo. i KNOW i am. i am a despo for affection and love (: shit you, i'm brave enough to admit me. don't tell me you don't like affection and attention?! then you must be some idiot with no balls.

i miss your calls, miss your words. but actually, the only reason i was with you was because i wanted attention and affection. and now you're gone, i miss the encouragement and praises.

but you hurt me. hurt me wiith your sharp tongue and all the problems you're facing doesn't make it seem easier. you refused to tell me what was up, and when i pried, you told me nothing was wrong.

you hurt me. how could i forget that? why? why did you? did you feel a sense of pride after hurting me so bad? all the scars i inflicted on myself to let you know the damage you've done.

shit. being emotional.

cheers to huajie band. OH GOD. give me a new name or i'll die. i'll die. i'll die...

shit. post later.