&Alexithymia
jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Tuesday, September 20 // 10:42 am
i'm in school during jogging period, wondering what the hell am i doing here when i promised myself to mug hard so i wouldn't be a failure.
i can't let my mum see the test. if i do, my life is so over.
but if i don't, then i'm a first class liar.
byebye dreams. and friends.
why do i even bother trying?
oh. there goes the recess bell. whatever. i'm staying here.
i'm failing everybody.
i'm failing myself.
i'm sorry, i'm just not perfect.
why am i feeling so pressured to do well in SOMETHING?
is it so i can prove everybody out there wrong? stop calling me stupid to my face, alright? i'm so sick of trying to fake a laugh when you say i'm stupid.
I AM. i'm also a bloody fucking failure cum LIAR.
blog again later. can't have busy bodies interfering with my private life.
bade your last goodbyes before i bury my tagboard((((:
