&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Tuesday, August 2 // 6:33 pm
the most important thing is the friends and family around you. you can literally break down without them and DIE. so i want to thank those few *real* friends i have. you know who you are, right? the one with the passwords...and some without, but i know i can trust them wholeheartedly.
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i hate the feeling of sadness bubbling up, and when it's too much, it spills over. luckily i was with halimatul today, or i would drive myself crazy thinking. maybe i have to unwind and stop thinking.
helz (she told me to call her that....for some reason) is the funniest. she was doing her american accent, chinese accent and indian accent. i was laughing at her, and when i tried to speak like her, she said i sounded like an indonesian maid! EE YER. :p
and stace who gets a laugh calling me 'jojoooooooooooooo'. haha. she's funny. deborah too. both of them. keep asking me to tell them sex stories. HUH? what sex stories? i merely complained to them about shabil and how i think he's attracted to anything with a vagina (except me. nobody ever likes me). - or worse. maybe he's attracted to anything with holes. ew. gross.
i'm going out with stace and yiling on thursday.
i'm going out with shyni tomorrow. i think. maybe i can get yiling to go too.
too bad stace has badminton practice.
BOOHOO.
met tharsh today, was nursing a bad tummy ache from not eating.
my mum says i'll get gastric.
oh yay. will i die earlier?
CAN I MIGRATE?
out of yishun also can.
and i'm the gardener of cedar, along with helz (HAHA) and dalila, my new partner!
dalila is so shy, but she's so nice. she let's me copy off her (hurhur. i'm horrible) and she always helps me out. i so love her.
ying and i are officially not besties of cedar anymore. i talk to hoon huiyi more than i talk to her, believe it or not.
how horrible. BOOOO. but it's okay. i have helz, lingyu, stace, yiling.
reminds me. helz wrote tamil words on the board, i wrote chinese, then she wrote malay, then english.
we copied the tamil words off the excercise book. and we asked sangeeta what it means. she says it's gibberish, and she only knows the first word which is 'community'.
HAHAHAHA. thinking about it makes me laugh.
i hate bus rides home. it's all cos of that *ahem* that i'm taking a stuffy bus, and getting headaches. i hate sitting at the seats that face the back. ugh.
simple plan so rocks, and i so hate weepee for learning the drums without me. you stupid bastard. i want to learn also. teach me la. i want i want i want.
shall blog later.
have chinese/science test to study for.
wish me luck.
and i hope i break a leg.
can't wait for national day.
tharsh's bday is this friday.
WHAT SHOULD I GET HER?