Tuesday, August 9 // 10:21 pm
i'm so frustrated and IRRITATED ok.
by this effing thing called msn.
without it, i feel shut off by my friends. like i'm some kinda social outcast with no lives. DAMN. why the hell am i so dependent on msn?
maybe i should stop signing in for awhile. get my life on focus. stop being such an ass over msn. i don't think i'll die without it. the most that will happen is i'll just shrivel up and die without friends.
what
exactly are friends?
are friends people who ignore you because you aren't pretty enough?
are friends people who back out after promising you they'll go out with you?
are friends people who disappoint you constantly, even though they time and time promised to turn over a new leaf?
are friends people who stab you in the back and laugh at you when you're feeling the lower than the mariana trench?
are friends people who promise never to leave you but do at the last moment?
are friends people who break your trust?
are friends people who ignore you because you are friends with
other people?
are friends people who don't stick up for you when you are in the right?
are friends people who do you in when they themselves are involved?
are friends people who try to hack into your hotmail account?
are friends people who only care about themselves?
are friends people who only talk about themselves?
are friends people who laugh at you when you share your dreams and aspirations with them?
are friends people whom you can't share secrets with?
are friends people whom you have to watch your tongue with?
are friends people who forget about you?
if this is what friends are, then i rather be a loner.but i still miss my so called *friends*.
i don't know why. missing them only brings me into deep shit. but still,i do.
a lot. to the extent of being so FUCKING sad without them around.
or is it one particular person? i'm sorry. i hope it's not.
wait. i KNOW it's not. idon't like thinking of fucking bastards.
i won't think about fucking bastards. i'm going to go listen to the faders on loud. VERY loud.
i love them. really, i do. they'll all about girl power. and it doesn't hurt that molly, the lead singer, as great vocals. SHE'S A GUITARIST. i wanna be just like her
I don't wanna live in heartache
Don't bring me down again
Stop doing my head in
When will it end, when will it end
Get ready it's show time
Got nothing to lose but you
And now I've made up my mind
You know what to do, you know what to do
Jump
Why don't you just jump
Now you're out on your own
Only one way for you to go
So jump
Why don't you just jump
Now you're out of time
And you know what you can do
Jump
Jump
Sick and tired of you hanging around
Why don't you get it through your head
When I say it's overIt's over and dead, It's over and dead
(gun shot)
You say I'm looking so good
Yeah I'm doing fine without you
Ain't missing nothing
Especially you, yeah you
Jump
Why don't you just jump
Now you're out on your own
Only one way for you to go
So jumpWhy don't you just jump
Now you're out of time
And you know what you can do
Ooo ooo you didn't think it possible
I could ever live without your love
But you lost it all
Ha!
You say you need me
(Whatever, whatever I've heard it all before)
Can't live without me
(Whatever, whatever I've heard it all before)
And you say you love me
(Whatever, whatever I've heard it all before)
Do anything for me
(Whatever, whatever I've heard it all before)
So jump
Why don't you just jump
Now you're out on your own
Only one way for you to go
So jump (jump, jump)
Why (jump) don't you (jump) just jump
(jump, jump, jump, jump)
Now you're out of time
And you know what you can do
Well you can jump!
jump/thefaders
remindme why i love the faders.
OH YEAH.
the kickass songs. (: