&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Saturday, August 20 // 5:31 pm
i love guitars (:
suddenly, i realize that most guitarists are boys. i'm happy. why? because i know i'm one of the few girls who are made up of more than vanity.
today was fun. my fingers are so fucking sore, but it's the epitome of euphoria, playing my li'l blue guitar. i can say i made progress - ALTHOUGH VERY LITTLE. nelson says he's sorry if he's a little demanding at times. he wants it to be perfect when it comes to music. i get it, dude. no worries. i ain't gonna bite your head off and show you attitude when you tell me i'm doing it wrong.
i tell you something to fucking funny, you can't laugh. my mum thinks i've got a crush on nelson, just cause i get so hyped up before all my guitar lessons. REALLYYY. oh shit. did it ever occur to you i love playing the guitar, mum? what if i told you that i didn't mind if my instructor was a female?
please. nelson's too old for me, anyhows. ((:
yayyayyay. A chord, E minor chord.i'm going to practise so hard, i can just press the string, and a sound comes out! NELSON CAN DO IT. so can i. i'm a girl. and GIRLS ROCK. how childish.
but girls can be as good as boys, believe it or not.
lalalalalalalalala. i so love guitar lessons! I ALSO LOVE MY GUITAR.
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i saw the guy i saw on tuesday, with ryan and bengwei. the yishun sec one? oops. i think not yishun sec. i don't know my uniforms. i think yishun jc. but then, i'm not sure.
hohoho. so handsome. haha. but the northlander MIGHTYJOE rocks more ((((((:
i'm going to save all his pictures. he's so shuai.
i lovelovelove (:
and i love guitars too.
and i'm fascinated by penknifes. why do i bleed when i cut? haha. BECAUSE IT'S SHARP. i can't cut my hand anymore. my mum asked me if i tattooed my wrist and demanded to see it, but i kept it to my side, vehemently protesting.
NEVER.
yay. i know where. my legs. nobody will see it.
i can bleed.
and i can believe that nobody can hurt me anymore.
nobody.
nobody has the liberty to hurt me like i do.