&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Wednesday, August 17 // 7:52 pm
hurhur. my com was experiencing some freaking problem yesterday.
today it's fine. i think.
SIGH. wish me the best of luck. i'm so gonna die tomorrow. i have, like, THREE tests? damnnn. fuck those 'chers.
and why am i not receiving anymore testimonials? damn it. i HATE it. write for me, pleaseeee. i'll write back for you too.
yesterday, i saw this extremely cute northlander. wanna see his pic? i can't pick any. ALL SO NICE. he's sec 5, and i love his hair. i picked the one where his hair looks the nicest (:

and his name is joseph. don't you think he looks so darn cute? even dionne swooned over him. and i thought she only liked the V-shaped hair guy from st.andrews!
regarding the V-shaped hair guy, HE WAS CUTE. until i saw joseph in northpoint. HEH HEH HEH. but he looks damn toot la. shhhh. don't say. but when he tuck in his shirt, he looks...toot.
people, please stop me from dreaming. it's not going to happen. we're not going to be friends (: bcos he's too good for me. see? this is what i hate about life. you dream and hope and then you fall.
yesterday i went to meet bengwei (bananaboy) and ryan. hahaha! so fun! went mcdonalds, then saw this cute guy.....wanted to take his picture. lol. shhh. cute guys galore. he keeps staring, like wanna fight like that. right, ryan?
then we went KFC, then walked around and around northpoint. i saw nafeeshah and lala in cold storage. HOW COOL!
see mighty joe up there? DON'T YOU THINK HE'S CUTE? i saw him when i wanted to go home. AHHH. ryan didn't see him. i was kinda shocked, you know. his hair looks so nice (:
a bit brownish, spiky. NOT LIKE. ahemahemahem's hair. so unsophisticated.
sorry that i'm gushing, but i just can't help it. how many times do you see a cute guy with nice hair?
sry. dreaming again.
*snap back into attention*
so where was i? oh yeah. 3 tests. major common tests (: and i am so gonna flunk. people, please pray for me. i might get the boot and get kicked out of cedar when they do the major weeding of useless kids.
and i'm the new gardener (:
LITERALLY. i did it to get CIP hours. didn't i say i want to reach 100?
i love letters! hahahaha. so fun. oops. shall go study for sci. i FINISHED studying geog! HAH! i am so pro. i even made notes while waiting for tharsh.
wheeee. i need to write yiling + stacey letters.
hmm. i replied dionne. khairiah's gonna write me LETTERS! i love her.
and halimatul! MY FAVEST partner (:
and to bengwei: i don't cut only cos of boredom. i cut bcos this way, i know nobody else can hurt me as much as i hurt myself. AND i emphasize: NOBODY. only i can make me cry.nobody. not you. not her. not him. not them.
only me. only i can make me cry.
i want a digi cam. how many people here want to see my scars?
and how many people want to see my *tattoos*?
hurhurhur. you know you do.
GET ME A DIGICAM THEN.
i can show you my scars (:
nobody can hurt me like i hurt myself. NOBODY.