&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Saturday, August 13 // 11:45 pm
felt like blogging and saying good bye.
i don't know why, but i'm feeling seriously depressed nowadays, and oh yeah. i changed back my old password (:
i wanna change pword, or maybe give up the whole idea of passwords?
sighs. i'm feeling super sad ):
tuition tomorrow. hafta wake up so effing early to do the tuition homework.
i can't help feeling so friendless. especially after school and during weekends. i dread being me. i dread waking up every morning as me.
i'm not going to whine anymore. what's the use of whining? it's not as if my friends will flock to me, and tell me "oh, i positively DO love you! we don't hate you because you're so...YOU!"
whatever.
since when do friends choose you because of your looks?
who defines beauty anyway?!
damn those bitches for making my life extremely horrible.
boo. my friend just called.
haha. shall post tomorrow.
alvin says i sound dead!!!! like got no energy...bcos i'm dead.