jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.



(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin

foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you

don't read it, it's stupid.
don't make comments, i don't want to talk about it.
don't say anything.

i'm just the scribbler of dreams.



i wonder why you didn't hurt like i did
i wonder why i was too soft to inflict any scars on you
i wonder why i was the one doing all the crying
i wonder why i cry even though i know you're not worth it
i wonder why you promised me things you can't give
i wonder why i allowed myself to be hung on such a breakable thread
i wonder why it's possible to fall down from your high hopes
i wonder why it's me that's doing all the suffering
i wonder why you don't bleed like me
i wonder when you'll wake up from your dream
i wonder why i'm here
i wonder when you'll get what you deserve

i wonder, what's it like to be someone else.


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why didn't your parents yell at you for doing what you did to me?
did you keep them in the dark?
did you tell them you hurt me?
i wonder how they can look you in the eye, after how you destructed me from the inside
breaking my confidence
stealing my heaven and giving me hell.
i wonder how your friends can still look up to you, and tell you how amazing you are
when all you did was break a helpless girl's heart
why did you do it?
was it on purpose?

i'd like to believe it wasn't.

but it was. you chewed me up and spit me out.

left me with the traces of a broken heart. the fragments of a happy life.

you left me to pick all the pieces, the tiny pieces. dotting the world, getting trampled on.

i picked them up. i can't fix myself back.

you left me behind.

one day, i'll move on. move on faster than you. i'll come back to tear your heart into pieces, just like what you did to mine. you watched me bleed without helping me up.

it's going to happen to you too.

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p.s i'm the scribbler of dreams (: