jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.



(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin

foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you

some people hurt deeper than others; some people just fake it too well.

well, i hurt deeper than you'll ever know.

ryan, you have to get on with life...i'll be here for you cos you're my BEST friend. i don't get it. why do people enjoy hurting other's so much? hey, ryan, you'll be fine. we will stick together!

these people...i wonder what's going through your minds to do such a STUPID thing to hurt people so deeply. i wonder if you see those scars on my arm. OR ON OTHERS' ARMS. maybe it's funny to you, but it's so HURTING to watch someone you trust hurt you so deeply.

the scars won't show, but it's THERE alright.

there. try to patch it up, stick a band aid on, but it's there.

to all the assholes in the world: you might have gotten the upperhand now, but watch your back. i'll kick you right in your holey butt one day. ONE DAY *shakes fist* understood? one day.

someday. we don't get what we want. so? i shall try to make do with what i've got.

ryan, hear that? i don't want to receive news from people....i just don't want bad news, it's wrong to try to kill yourself. problems can be solved. it happens, and you think it's the end of the world, but it's not. there's still a candle of hope flickering (albeit very dimly) at the end of the tunnel.

just follow your heart, and you'll reach it. if you give up now, then why did you choose to journey in the first place?

time heals all wounds - true or not? i have no idea. it might be. i think i'm on my way to recovery

i don't blog sad, depressed stuff anymore (for now, anyway). but there are times when you're VERY VERY VERY down that you think of what could have been.

but if you don't let go., how do you move on?

"out with the old and in with the new!" you don't want *this person* to claim your heart. you have space for others too.

let go. let go. just let go.

maybe things would be better this way.