&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Saturday, July 9 // 10:11 pm
my head's spinning from trying to understand all the html junk. i finally managed it. BAHH. congratulations jolyn! now you hover the links, you can see this thick grey line. I LOVE IT. was searching for the codes for that. i think it looks damn cool.
poor mitch is ill (: i wanna watch initial d next wednesday. AGAIN! and, and, and! look at my lovely skin. DON'T YOU LOVE IT. i spent lots of time editting okays. don't tell me you hate it.
i will change the tagboard colour to fit it in nicely with the skin. and why isn't anyone tagging?
i wonder where all my friends have gone.
suddenly i'm so effing hungry but nobody bothers to cook for me.
FINE. the hunger pang's gone. thank you for caring.
i realize i bleed alot. and a lot. and a lot.
i'm afraid ms pauline will see the scars and question me. i see people peering at my arm, wonder what's my issue.
STOP.
why do i think i'm dying a slow death? i don't want to die. i just want to feel something other than emotional pain.
physical pain...that;s why i want to pierce my ear.
can someone take away the bloody pain?! just make me happy happy happy on cloud nine, seventh heaven et cetera.
then i won't be crying, wishing i were someone else.
it's all cos of that motherfucking bastard.
i hate mirrors. WHO INVNTED MIRRORS?