jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.



(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin

foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you

just had a sudden urge to blog and vent my anger. i don't know why, but sometimes i feel like just killing myself. and the people whom you think are friendly and approachable may not always be friendly and approachable.

i think i'm too lenient on others. maybe one day i should really stop being so nice and start getting bitch fits to show others that i'm not as nice and friendly as they think. you ask me for help, and i try not to turn you down even if i'm tired. I TRY alright. i do believe in karma.

but i get so fed up when i barely even hear a thank you. so why did i help you in the first place when you are so fucking ungrateful? you can even show me attitude. so stupid of me. i find it hard to turn others down. i don't like the feeling of disappointment. do you like it?

i help others - at times willingly, and others unwillingly. but many don't appreciate the effort. so i painstakingly searched for 'it'. and HAHA. you act all uppity. i feel like shoving it up your ass and telling you to bog off.

not a thank you.
you even dared to scold me.

i am nothing to you, yes. but at least THANK me and make me feel like i changed something.

I HATE BEING ME.

they all think i'm nothing.
(well, i AM nothing)
but make me feel like something, can?

and congrats to xiaxue, who got her blog back.
YAY, XIAXUE!
she's back stronger than ever.
WOOHOO. i don't know what i'll do if my favouriite blogger stops blogging