jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.



(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin

foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you

i'm driving me nuts! i have bad, bad, bad mood swings.

suddenly i get this urge to change my layout. it's too colourful. when i find one, i'll switch. and where are my good friends? like none of you remember me. tharsh has higher tamil today, so we can't meet. boohoo! =(

ughh. i hate people who type lyKk dIshh. to prove my point, i'm going to type like that for the whole fucking post, then you see whether you understand the rubbish they type. [i'm sick of reading what yiling types]

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[rubbish]

sho. todaee wuz lykk sho nortt funn lorhhs. i skiipped bandd practiise euu noe? aiiya. ii thiink i goin tuu get sackk lerr. but mie dunnchh care! wheee! halimatul enn ii stayyed backk tuu do homeworkk. wooots. burt neverr do fiiniish larrhs. ii too lazyy alreadiie. hehes!

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god. i've decided to stop typing like that. eww. it makes me sound like an airhead [i am, but i can choose not to sound like one, right?] "omigoshh! ii sho lurbb datt!!"

bahh. only retards choose to spell 'eu.'

i'm thinking "ewww."

i remember talking to shaunie like that. it was horrible (: he went "huh?" so often.

hurhur. please, check the dictionary and try to spell things correctly. don't tell me you spell "eu" like that in compositions? eeww. if i spelt it like that, i'll get a scolding from the teacher. and i'll let mrs siva down (:

i kinda like going home alone - provided that i don't meet *ahem*. when i go home with rachel, i have nothing to say to her. when i go home with dionne, she does the blabbering and i'll be embarrassed. why embarrassed? not that i have nothing to say, but the things we talk about? err.

so i'll be so effing quiet, staring out the mrt or something. then she'll ask me to respond. respond? to what? i really have no idea what to say to people i have nothing in common with.

and sometimes, when i do, i decide to not say. so i'll just smile and act dumb.

and can i say something? i think people who think they are very pretty suck. even if they are [but they are not, so sorry. your vanity is what makes you ugly] you don't have to comb, touch, fondle with your hair for more than five minutes at a time. and please. don't keep retying your hair. you look like a dumb freak who's a narcissist [spelling correct?].

it's okay if you do it in the toilet. but kinda irritating to see people touch their hair every 20 seconds or so. ya la ya la, your hair's nice.

halimatul and i discussed who we thought is pretty in our class. here's a compiled list. LOL.

• kimberly [duh. she's nicknamed "bimbo". and rude somemore]
• stacey [she's pretty, okayyy.]

ok. only two we agree on. :p

but i think halimatul's real pretty. i like her eyes! and i think lydia is CUTE! hahahaha. lydia, why you so shy one? on the bus rides home, lydia never ever talks. she rarely smiles.

halimatul and dionne both agree lydia is cute. (: i think yiling has a crush on lydia. HAHAHAHA. can see why la. lydia looks like a boy (:

ahem. i'm not a les. i'm just telling you to look out for these girls. (:

i'm still gaga over guys. but nah. not really interested in any. [if i am, who would return the feelings?!]

halimatul needs braces, so does khairiah. why am i so glad i don't need them? hahaha. they say my teeth damn straight and white :p thanks, but i don't think so.

i think halimtul is very nice (:

no wonder she has so many friends. she's always sharing her sweets/chocs with me. HAHAHA. THANKS *(:

i think my blog's not that sad anymore. is it?

---but i feel kinda sad sometimes. when you think about the past...and what could have been. what could it have been? i have no idea. since i chose this route, then too bad. no crying over spilt milk. and the bastard blocked me.

-.-" spineless invertabrate.

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someday, i'll just keep pretending.

dreaming of a different ending.

i wanna hold on, but it hurts so bad

i can't keep something that i never had...