&Alexithymia
jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.

&Verona



&Friends
(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin


&Gracias
foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you



Sunday, July 3 // 1:38 pm


"i'll protect you don't be scared
no matter what i will be there
i'll be gentle i'll be light
these are the words you whispered in the night
here i am
here i am"

you promised me you would be here. you comforted me when i was down.

"now i'm standing in the cold
(everything is said and done)
atomic winter in my soul
(from the absence of the sun)
the only remedy i know
is i got to let you go
here i am
here i am"

you broke your promises and left me to bleed.

"but where were you when i was scared
a broken promise left me here
a post-it note is what i've got
it says "i'm sorry" but i know you're not
so
here i am
here i am"

remembering all your stupid lies and empty promises.

"there will come a day when all of this is in my past
and there will come a day you're out of my head at last
i'm trying not to fall
damn it's such a long way down
but here i am"

praying for the day when you'll be banished from my heart. i'm standing by the edge, i don't want to fall again.


hereiam/marion raven

i was listening to this song in the bus. it's so freezing cold in there. at least i know i can feel. i thought i was numb from all the feelings? atomic winter in my soul...from the absence of the sun.

i finished the paper first, and ms pauline helped me to check the answers. oh yay. i got all correct.

so i was waiting for michelle's reply. SIGHH. so tomorrow really going, yes?

i'm afraid ling yu will ring me later and tell me there's project tomorrow. haha. i'll do the research, alrights? and present, if you like. don't ask me to sing or dance or rap alone!

and i said it - i'm changing my url. i've already picked a few out. i'm shifting soon.

i will tag at your blog, or tell you through msn. or sms you. and i would like it better if you don't relink me. but if you want, it's up to you. don't tell anyone my password please. i don't like meddlesome people in my blog. this is MY life.

don't tell me how to run it unless i ask for your advice.

sorry. just in a bad mood. PMS. alrights.... i'm going to go.

CYA. looking for new skins (:

seen a few which i like. but i still <3 this layout.

WOOT.

SEEING EDISON TOMORROW! MWAHS MWAHS.

to cherie [cousin]: haha. edison's MINE. you take matthew, alright?!

to cherie [meimei]: if you're reading this, can you go out tomorrow? pleaseeeeee. go with me la. i'll watch charlie and the chocolate factory with you some other day?


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