&Alexithymia
jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.

&Verona



&Friends
(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin


&Gracias
foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you



Thursday, July 28 // 7:10 pm


harbouring bad thoughts about others is BADDDD. sometimes you feel like strangling this particular person, but don't (:

decided that i'm going to blog in simple english :p
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i dislike some teachers. i hate school suddenly. no motivation to put in effort to study. everyday, the same teachers. the same white board. the same people.

just me that's different. in some way.

enough about in-depth analysation of the change in me.

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so, i've been seriously unlucky lately. it's not karma, is it? i've been seriously nice lately. i even held hands (during community singing session) with hoon hui yi! and i TALKED to her. seriously. she's not that bad a friend ((:

i got into school early this morning, and *ahem* was there. she saw me, and smiled then said "morning". frankly, i didn't even know if she was speaking to me, so i just smiled and mouthed a 'morning'. then she got mad at me. she loomed closer, and flashed her caffeine-stained yellow teeth. ok, so, her teeth wasn't YELLOW. it wasn't white either (:

then i saw the HEAVILY powdered face, the VAMPISH fire-engine red lipstick and i puked.

no, actually, that CAME AFTER i saw the pukey brownish blouse with the large flowery prints on it. maybe i was groggy, but my eyes weren't playing tricks on me right?

maybe i do need new specs. but she looked seriously...*ahem*. then she called me back. "girl!" then i stopped and turned to look at her. 'what la?' i wanted to say. of course, i'm such a good girl, so i only said 'what?'

"do you know that when someone greets you, you have to return the greeting?"
"i...."
"what class are you from? what's your name?"
"jolyn. blahblahblah."
"jolyn arh? do you know when someone greets you, you have to return the greeting?"
"ya" (i did)
"then next time you better do it! youngsters these days... you don't just walk off like that, you know?"
"ok"
"you may go now. and don't be so rude."

OH GOD.

some teachers can really suck. seriously. i want to PROTEST.

what was the poem that a poet wrote? the aliens have landed...erm. i forgot. shall check it out later.

i realize i'm the world's most irresponsible student and i hate my seat. WHY THE SECOND ROW? damn. the tcher saw my unfinished homework. BOOOO.

during tbc's lesson, (i think she spotted the many earsticks i stuck on my ear) she talked to me about band. in front of everyone, she said "if you don't go for band today, i'll drag you to mrs nair!"

then she told aqila to DRAG me, MANHANDLE me. anything to get me into band. look. i didn't go, right? or else i would still be playing my effing instrument now.

i love chinese lessons. especially when we go to the com lab. i'll be surfing the net, with an exasperated gao lao shi screeching at us to use the CD-ROMs provided instead of wasting our time at friendster/msn or what.

i stayed in the com lab for the whole of chinese period and recess. STACE, yiling and i. we were busy flooding each other's testimonial. i recieved over 100 from both of them. lol.

and i wrote weiping one (: WEIPING, IF YOU'RE READING THIS, WRITE ME ONE BACK.

then we were late for community singing. luckily we weren't shut out.

community singing rocks (:

we sang songs for national day. OH MY. how patriotic. I LOVE MY COUNTRY! *waves the mini s'pore flag and starts singing the national anthem*

then we fast forward to after school. I FOUND A NEW CCA. I FOUND I FOUND A NEW CCA! IN YOUR FACE!

guess what? me and halimatul are.....LIBRARIANS. i know, lame. but if i don't have a cca, i'll be dead. and please tell halimatul that liBRArians rock. she keeps going liBRArians liBRArians and she even told me to write it on her leg. lol. NO WAY.

library. how fun.

--------- has very very very freaky mood swings. in her lesson, she got all miffed and shouted at me. then after school, when i went to find her, she was as human as a monster can be.

MENOPAUSE?

halimatul!!! I MISS MY PARTNER.

boohoo. i love my partner.

i walked the cedar primary way home with her, and she likes to talk about liBRArians -.-"

and we talked about why SHE has no children.

GAWD. we're evillll.

lol. shall blog later. got project to do.

DAMN.


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