jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.



(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin

foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you

dear blog,

you've been with me for almost a year [since nov'04], and we've been through so many ups and downs. i know i spend a lot of time on you, such that i've been neglecting my school work and other important stuff. you've seen me mature (i did, right?) from 2004 till now. i'm sorry, but sometimes confiding in your blog is just not enough. i've so many things to say, and the blog's just a beginning. i think i kept too many things a secret. maybe i should dig it all up now, unearth them. some may haunt me, but hey. i think i've got good secrets, don't i? maybe i'll remove the burden on my shoulders, and just breathe easily for once.

the weigh me down too much. i want to fly, not stay stuck on the ground. i watch the others fly, and i wonder why i'm not like them. is it the secrets i bottled up?

that's why i've decided i will not spend too much time on my blog. i'm sorry. i'm a bit confused now. what will life be without blogs?! can xiaxue live without her blog? can kennysia live without his? i've blogged daily, i tell you everything. sometimes i like to spice things up, and sometimes there are stuff i just don't want to write in my blog.

i'm afraid that others' impression of me will change. i don't want to change. change is bad. it ruins lives.

it ruined mine, and i'm afraid the change in me will affect you too.

i just want to say thanks to the one who stood by me all this while - my blog.

you may not be alive, but it feels great to actually know you.

with tears ;

jolyn.

i'm being crazy here, penning a letter to a thing. but really.
i need to get my priorities straight.

shall go change my blog skin.