&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Monday, July 11 // 5:51 pm

10th day?
i'm blue, she's blue, he's blue, they're blue,
we're blue.
oh hey. it's just monday.
what about the rest of the week?
phew. i
hate mondays the most.
i love my best friend tharsh ((: not that i'm a lesbian or anything, but somehow being with her is a relief. lately, i haven't been in the best of moods, and i can say people are annoyed with me being so effing quiet around them. it's not that i don't want to talk, but when you're down, you're too sad to notice your surroundings. you can forget you're on the road, and that the cars milling pass can just bang you down. anyways, what was i saying?
oh yeah, being with tharsh is a relief. sometimes i feel the girls are so effing fake, as fake as Santa Claus.
i went to jedi's house, and i hardly spoke a word to dionne and jedi. less than
five words. oh hey. it's siying's bday this thursday, dionne says to advertise it, so
everybody will know, and then she gets more presents.
so i travelled all the way to jedi's house so
she could change her ronald mcdonald shoes for something more comfortable. and then we went to thomson plaza (: guess what for?! "to get hamsters la". lol. the hammies are so effin cute. can someone get one for me?
and suddenly i'm very much in love with a cavalier king charles spaniel named kiki *coincidence*. i saw kiki [the spaniel] when i was walking home after meething tharsh WHOA. so thin. but oh so cute. she likes me!
ALOT i love her too.
anyway, back to thomson plaza. sometimes i feel dionne is very selfish (: just like any ordinary human being. who wouldn't want
the best for themselves? she begs me to go along with her to thomson plaza bcos she needs a travelling partner. yay thnks. makes me feel so wanted.
that's why. a bunch of fake asses.
so i went home earlier, then she whined and whined. "don't want la...i don't know how to go home."
"tharsh called me to go meet her."
"ask her come la"
"she got test tomorrow" [YOU GREAT BIG FIBBER, THARSH. (:]
and on and on. i love whiny people. *smacks them in the head* good for venting your anger on.
so i went up 855 and saw tharsh and shalini. (:
i'm such a klutz. i managed to lose my footing, and then i talked so loudly. you know...tharsh was laughing at me and then i finally knew why. i was talking so god damn loudly, the whole bus could hear me. [yay! GOOD FOR PRESENTATIONS!]
tharsh. we're besties forever and ever and ever. if you dare to ignore me, i'll make sure i kill you. and then i'll kill myself. tharsh was gasping when she saw the cuts. remember, you used to cut too. with shards of glass! :p penknifes are better. yesterday, i cut and it fucking hurt. got so much blood. i didn't dare to leave the room. so i asked [BEGGED] eve to get me some water. it's still red. i want to pierce my ear, or i'll go bonkers. and guitar lessons, pretty please. thankyou. if i suddenly [
IF] passed away, ryan, please tell tharsh and junren the password and url. i want to let tharsh know she's my bestest bestest friend and i want to tell junren he's a heartless jerk. thank you.
but i'm not leaving anytime soon. don't count on me leaving okay. i want to fulfil so many things.boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. some idiot named junwei tried to piss me off today. TRALALA. i'm not pissed. even if i were, it would not bcos of you. you think you deserve the honour? lol.
sent me so many fucking blank messages. not fun okay (: you want me to call you back and give you a piece of my mind? *ahem* no thank you. i have better things to do. for example, homework.
band prac tomorrow!
i'm so
excited!!! -not. =( i guess i'll be skipping again! tralalas.
happiness.
would you be happier?
i'm working on a new blog. i'll be posting the url soon. watch this space, babyyyyyyy.
cheesy.corny. words.
halimatul, i don't have a boyfriend. i'm too
UGLY!my mum thinks there's something wrong with me. OH NO. you don't know half of it.