jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.



(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin

foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you

UGHHH.i'm scared!!! HELP ME. my cousin and sisters are watching a horror flick and i'm just DIRECTLY in front of the tv, so i have to watch! ugh. miserable. i'm trying my best to block the entire screen so i don't have to watch it. guess what i'm using to block the screen? YES. my pillow.

today was pretty sucky. i just realize something. rage does help someone to have better badminton skills. =) ask michelle. i'm kinda angry. and sad, also. michh, eve and i went downstairs to play badminton. after that, we went to the open field cos we spotted some puppies. SO CUTE! we got stung by prickly grass, cos of the bushfire then the grass that grew out is stubby and prickly. it was so muddy! i got mud all over my legs and we were squealing like pigs. evelyn had it the worst =) she had her bike with her. hahaha.

then michh called her friend qiuhua (crazy toot, you know what? she LOVES this guy, hakim, and she keeps telling us, and then she says 'love is selfish...i want to confess my love for hakim, but i'm scared...it'better to remain friends...') about chinese orchestra. and qiuhua says i'm in love with her brother. -.-" i don't know him. crazy!

i was using the badminton racket, pretending i'm holding a guitar and strumming it, singing 'incomplete'. michh told me to shut it cos everyone was looking. LIKE WHATEVER. why should they look?! it's none of their business. then i snatched her phone from her to talk to qiuhua, and tell her that i'm not in love with weijie when i stepped into this puddle. ew. my leg itches.
HAH.

i realize my blog is getting boring. but whatever. i think i'm going out tomorrow. tharsh cancelled on me, cos the guy she likes is bringing his ex, and she doesn't want to see them hold hands, so she cancelled. haha. next monday. enough time for me to find someone to go with. i don't wanna be the third wheel. maybe tomorrow i'll have something to blog about.

and there's supposed to be band prac tomorrow. who cares. i'm skipping it. =) i'll go for next tuesday's one, alright?!

and i WILL start on my homework. and complete it BY sunday. go jolyn!

lalalala. i'm strumming my guitar and singing. go to www.k-hab.org. my friend's "radio company". they take turns dj-ing, i heard. they play good music (i think) but it's repetitive. you can hear the same song twice/thrice in an hour.

i'm depressed. kinda. tharsh is kinda fed up. when she talked to me, i wasn't talking much...unlike my usual self. i keep telling her i'm ugly (true). when i see guys coming, i run. ask michh. when this group of guys approached us, i practically sprinted away. i'm ugly. they would laugh at me. i hate myself. =( sighh.

i hate beautiful people. envy is the worst sin. i hate it.

gerann tried to comfort me. in case you forgot, gerann is candice's ex. the flirty guy. he says 'you don't have to worry, one day people will discover your heart of gold...meanwhile i'll be here, supporting you! holding your flag up high!' i don't quite get the flag thing...what flag?! i don't have a heart of gold. =(

i'm a good for nothing who thinks of committing suicide.

GROW UP JOLYN.