jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.



(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin

foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you

sorry i didn't blog yesterday. wasn't in the mood for blogging. many reasons why.*gasp* first time i said that. fuck. i'm messed up. i'm kinda upset, you know? =( i feel fat and ugly. FUGLY. i hate myself. my weight fluctates. why can't i be pretty?!

everything boils down to being pretty. DAMN. to be successful, you have to be pretty. don't you see? all the pretty girls are actresses/singers/models. let us wager. how many of them slept with other people to get to that status?

enough! i'm gonna die. my eyes ache. i can't really do anything properly. been sleeping real late, and then waking up real late too. nothing lucrative! why can't i go lose some weight?! then i can be thin! DAMN.i hate myself. ARGGGGGGGGH. shut up, jolyn. i'm gonna drive myself insane. my blog's been really boring lately. and i'm losing readers, no matter how little there are.

i'm going to meet up with tharsh and talk tomorrow. i really need to talk to someone. face-to-face. you know what?! we don't usually talk about our problems. it's like we're running away from them instead of voicing everything out. what are we afraid of?!

anyways. shut up, jolyn. wanna see some really, really, really adorable pics? yay!! my nephew and niece (technically, they're not. but what the fuck la).


see. see. SEE! the right one's ryan, the left one is rykel! awww. *pinches cheeks* so cute! i love ryan to bits. he's always begging me to carry him. i think i took this pic. he offered me a cracker, and i ate it!


cherie took this pic. i forced them to sit together. awww. so cute!!

still got more...but hey. shall post them some other day. can i have a digicam? -pouts. if i have one, i'll take pics every single day! ((: