&Alexithymia
jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.

&Verona



&Friends
(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin


&Gracias
foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you



Thursday, June 16 // 2:44 pm


i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. i wanna go out. I WANNA GO OUT.

FUCK LA. i'm stuck at home. sigh. saddddd. nothing to do, nowhere to go. i'm supposed to be out now, having the time of my life instead of being stuck at home, thinking of how much fun i can have.

hot tea and joanna asked me to go play badminton with them, but i don't wanna drag my fat self there to watch them scream and laugh while i'm all sad inside. i wanna play. if i go there, i'll be bored to tears cos they won't lemme play! i rather go downstairs and play with michh and eve.

tomorrow. tomorrow. tomorrow. surely another boring day. shall start on my homework =)

WAKE UP JOLYN. YOUR HOMEWORK.

and you skipped band. whoa. dumb ass jolyn. plus you're ugly and fat. go do something alright? don't force others to look at you! what an eyesore!!! ugly.fat.stupid. no wonder you're unwanted. you don't even have a 'heart of gold'.

enough of the self bashing.

shall go downstairs and bash myself up with the badminton racket. i often do that...maybe i MIGHT even pop in at joanna's place to surprise her and play badminton (HAH. i'll be standing there, watching them and making small talk with people i don't know).

shall blog again later, alrights? okie. junren just talked to me online.

damn it la. he said he wanted to go out with kel and i, then he forced us to cancel cos he was too lazy to get his big hairy baboon ass of the chair and dial kel's number.

I'M IN A BAD MOOD.


R0BOT