jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.



(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin

foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you

i can't help but feel sad today...i'm always sad nowadays. where's my old self?! i miss the happy-go-lucky me. if only i didn't agree! if only. if only. so many if onlys. it wasn't destined to work. i'm destined to be fugly all my life. i don't know why exactly i'm sad, but i'm sick of sounding like a stupid miserable pig who knows she's a stupid miserable pig, but she doesn't do anything about it. stop telling me my nick is sad, alright?!

act happy = be happy. that's my new motto. i shall act happy. and i might be happy. ever laughed until you cry? i feel like such a fake. i laugh until i cry. but the laugh is fake.

SHHHH. stop it. today's cherie's birthday. cherie = cousin. haha. not you, cherie! there're TWO cheries in my life. one is my cousin, the other is my godsis (: cherie meimei. ok. i'm feeling sad again.

lalalalalalala. if i go on lalalala-ing, maybe i wouldn't think so much. i haven't even started on my homework. =( UGHH. i will start on it tomorrow. i'm stupid.

i've decided to pack my wardrobe. all the fugly looking clothes goes to my sister. i'm ugly. help me. i'm destined to be an ugly duckling all my life. no beautiful white swan.

SHUT UP.

i can't even stand myself anymore.

shall stop blogging and go....do something.

something that will make me forget. no. i'm not gonna drink or smoke, ok?! or even abuse drugs. i shall go blast music so loud, i can't hear myself think. blast it so loud my eardrums burst. sing along so loudly the neighbours scream and i can't hear. sing along so loudly that the people 5 blocks away can hear.

sing so loudly that i forget i'm me.

act happy does NOT equals happiness.