jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.



(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin

foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you

have you ever felt so alone in this world? like you don't matter to your friends and family? they take you for granted? that they only sweet-talk you when they need something? that you're unwanted, unloved because you're U G L Y? that's how i felt yesterday - and today.

there're a bunch of emotions running through me, but i can't put them down in words...

i can't even be sure that i'm feeling like THAT. all i know is i'm sad.

i used to love this song, but now i can't stand it. it's all lies. FAKE.

You don't run with crowd
You go your own way
You don't play after dark
You light up my day
Got your own kind of style
That set you apart
Baby that's why you captured my heart
I know sometimes you feel
Like you don't fit in
And this world doesn't know
What you have within
When I look at you
I see something rare
A rose that can grow anywhere
And there's no one I know that can compare
What makes you different
Makes you beautiful
What's there inside you shines through to me
In your eyes I see all the love I'll ever need
What makes you different
Makes you beautiful to me
You got something so real
You touched me so deep
You see material things
Don't matter to me
So come as you are
You've got nothing to prove
You won me with all that you do
And I wanna take this chance to say to you
What makes you different
Makes you beautiful
What's there inside you shines through to me
In your eyes I see all the love I'll ever need
What makes you different
Makes you beautiful to me
You don't know
how you touch my life
Oh in so many ways I just can't describe
You taught me what love is supposed to be
It's all the little things that make you beautiful to me
(So beautiful)
What makes you, what makes you different
Makes you beautiful
What's there inside you shines through to me
In your eyes I see all the love I'll ever need
What makes you different
Makes you beautiful to me

haha. i bought the princess diaries soundtrack cos of this song by backstreet boys. i believed that people were not superficial. i can't believe there are people who pick friends according to their looks. haha....i'm sad. you can choose to ignore me, stop replying my smses, act like i'm annoying you, do anything you want. it's not MY life. it's YOURS. but before you do that, put yourselves in my shoes. how do you feel when someone you like very much ignores you? don't you feel like trash? haha...the feeling that the person you like very much is laughing at you? at your stupidity? that you have a chance? oh wait. i mean, i KNEW i don't have one. but hey, gimme the illusion that i have!

sighh. it's cos of the big fat 'UGLY' on my forehead. everything in this life depends on LOOKS. no looks, no money. no looks, no success. no looks, NOTHING. i should reconsider going for plastic surgery.

then maybe i wouldn't be so frigging sad now, wondering what i did wrong to make people hate me so much.

jolyn is better off dead.
jolyn is forever ugly.
jolyn doesn't stand a chance, and she believes she does.
jolyn fell so hard.
jolyn lands on the floor and breaks both her legs.
jolyn can't stand up.

jolyn is off to vent her anger so early in the morning. badminton is the only thing i'm looking forward to.

jolyn is broken.