&Alexithymia
jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.

&Verona



&Friends
(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin


&Gracias
foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you



Tuesday, June 14 // 7:02 pm


had band today. fucked up. i'm so freaking clumsy. how can someone manage to drop her stuff from the stand, and then drop her instrument, and then drop her tuner, and then play the wrong notes?! whoa. the new instructor is better (: mr ong or something and miss xia? i don't know. anyway, band was ok (for once) cos shuying was there to help me. she told me to relax and that she was also superbly clumsy. =) thanks shuying! anyways. i changed instrument cos miss xia said i'm not experienced enough for the previous instrument i'm playing. i wanna be in percussion!

yesterday we went to j8. i bought high cut sneakers and a skirt! ahhhh. i love the sneakers so fucking much. they're pink (i know, i'm getting girlier. which is good...i guess. but i'm still a bit boyish - i got scolded for sitting like a chao ah beng and walking like one. I DON'T. my mum was exaggerating and the teachers think i sit like an ah beng, but i don't.) and i got them at 10% off cos it was the last pair, and it was dirty (should be fine after a good washing). anyways. j8 is boring =( been there so many times, i can walk around blindfolded and not knock into anything. well. maybe i will. but i was just saying FIGURATIVELY.

after band today, i went toa payoh and met up with ling yu and khai. rachel was with me, we went popular (tp) to search for materials we can use for our dna model. there was nothing at toa payoh. i suggested using clay, and they used clay. we went back yishun to do. they sat under my block. omg. the people were looking at us, going 'aiyo! what are you girls doing?!'. we were doing the project when i cut myself with the scissors. the blunt scissors. nah. no scars. i think. ok. just red lines. =)

i'm feeling okay today. i wanna go out wanna wanna wanna go out out out! with kel and weewee again! but weewee (ahhh. uber cute dude!) got band camp. this sat?! who wants to go?! the more the merrier. stupid kel...anyways. i arranged to go out with tharsh this thursday. she's mad about this guy she met. he's from new town sec. woot. but i don't wanna go. i hate being the lamppost. it's like i'm the third wheel. sighs. but i promised i'll go out with her! she asked me to ask a SINGLE guy out to prevent myself from feeling extra. honestly. -.-'' she even told me to ask junren. the only reason she's doing this is cos she wants emotional support and she also doesn't want me to disturb her. oiiii. i don't like this arrangement! i WANNA GO WITH....____.

someone.


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