&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Saturday, May 7 // 5:40 pm
if i sound like a bitch lately, i'm sorry.
i suppose it the stress.
they all want me to be something i'm not.
how can you force someone to study 24/7?
sorry tom.i didn't mean to sound all distracted yesterday.
i guess i was thinking a lot.
in fact.
planning my weekend.
but i guess i'm not really carrying my plan out.
i should've been studying the textbooks.
not the storybooks.
sorry ryan.i didn't mean to give crappy advice...
i'm not the type who can console people.
i tried. i hope i didn't fail too badly.
anyway. hold on (:
i'll be here! your 'sister'.
sorry tharsh.i always sound distracted when i talk to her on the phone.
her dad's coming home today.
i promise i'll go to visit him when the mids are over.
ask him how he is for me, will ya?
sorry mum.i know i always snap and roll my eyes at you.
it's either pms or stress.
but you have to know i'm not some robot.
i dislike studying. so don't force me to do it 24/7.
i will study a little on my own...and i will not spend too much time on the com anymore. i don't wanna fail. and thanks for everything. happy mother's day. er. that should be happy
advanced mother's day!
sorry dad.i know i always dilly dally.
i dislike getting up at an unearthly hour.
promise to sleep early.
wake up early.
get out early.
sorry teachers.i'm not the world's most responsible student.
i will act as responsibly as possible.
i won't give you any more trouble (i hope).
sorry hoonhuiyi[DELETED THE REST]
yes, i'm really sorry huiyi.
thank you for forgiving me(:
sorry to whomever i've offended.
i'm sorry that i am such a bitch.
i'm sorry that i CAN'T help it that i'm such a bitch.
and ryan?
hold on! :)
we'll be praying hard for you.
good luck for your exams ya!
yupps. shall stop blogging and go read the OC book.
then i'll study.
then come online.