&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Friday, May 20 // 7:26 pm
i want to cry along with sharshar. charlotte was crying in class today. i hate HIM. you bloody dick sucking good for nothing scum! charlotte truly loves basketball. and has this file, covered with drawings of basketballs, and she writes on every space possible, 'basketball rox!' that PERSON wants charlotte to transfer out of basketball = charlotte out of cedar. she's a niche pupil, which means she signed a contract with cedar. if her work suddenly drops, she's out. i mean. what the hell?!! what's the use? you accepted her in because of sports, then now you're pushing her away cos of THAT too? well. fuck you. it's all your fault. chocolate was actually a tracker. then that guy saw her playing bball, and decides chocolate has 'height advantage and can play also', then that fucker decides to have as many trainings in a week as possible. damn you cock-sucking, dick licking, idiotic moronic barbaric fucker who enjoys fucking sluts who enjoy fucking gigolos with AIDS idiotic stupid bloody bastard-y ugly fugly hermaphrodite effeminate, dickless guy which means you are a eunuch. i'm sorry choc, i can't console people. i want to tell you that ying, xin, yuyang and i will always be behind you. we love you! <3.
meanwhile. i shall go brood about why i'm so freaking ugly. and praying that charlotte will stay in cedar.