&Alexithymia
jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.

&Verona



&Friends
(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin


&Gracias
foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you



Monday, May 16 // 8:14 pm


i hate hypocrites and backstabbers.
yiling. you're BOTH of them.
i'm so god damn disappointed in her.
she says she makes use of people in her diary.
so. am i just another pawn in your game?!
and she says she acts bimbotic (except she's NOT pretty) to fool the rest of us.
fool us? to use us?
and she talks about me behind my back.
she blames me for forcing her to sit with rachel.
c'mon la.
don't be so god damn childish.
you know what?
she says she's prettier, slimmer, taller....dot dot dot than jolene.
what the fuck.
she's so childish.
she likes xinyi, you know?
we all saw it.
under her profile, in the diary, she put 'likes: XINYI! aka stars or * or 101!"
she's probably a little crazy.
rena says so.
she introduces her friend to xinyi just so she can talk to her.
and she writes..."i miss xy so muchies...i reallie reallie reallie wanna hear her voice lor... tadae i actuallie go en introduce kg tu herr so i can chat wif her lorz..."
err. her spelling is atrocious.
she spells horribly.
yiling. i'm ignoring you.
giving you the cold shoulder.
better get your act together before the rest of us [rena, jolene, mel, ying, rachel. etc etc.] will talk to you.

today had TWO phototaking sessions.
with band and the class.
outside on the foyer.
hahs. so squeezy!
especially the band pic.
we were packed like sardines in a can.
everyone was sweating like pigs.
ew. imagine the stink.
recruits were in cedar uniform.
the main band, in band uniform.
wah. our uniform totally rocks.
choir's gowns are...
erm.
shall not say. =X
i can't smile.
i feel plasticky. ( a word? )
and unnatural when i force a smile.
i can't smile!
charlotte says my smile is like ms loh's.
very sweet. eeeeee.
haha.
thanks shar-shar! xP

today p.e was torturous.
mr chan had us run around the track.
without stopping.
fuck.
my leg damn pain.
you know something?
i just realized something.
my right leg is longer than my left.
my right feet is also bigger than my left.
does that affect running or something?
sighs- we run around the track for dunno how many times to train for cross country.
can i just say something?
i'll be the last one!!
boohoo.


happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to you.
happy birthdayyyyyy to mrs sivaaaaa
happy birthday to youuuuuuuu.
tomorrow's mrs siva's birthday.
i don't care!
i'm skipping dance.
the others say we each gonna fork out some money to pay for a cake.
yay. i miss mrs siva.
long time no see her..
x))


the teacher can be described in one word: sucks.
she's either ignorant or stupid and doesn't know what a handphone is.
the students blalantly flash their handphones.
and the teacher doesn't care.
good for her.
people. sms me during class time.
that teacher can kiss my ass.
i spent the entire period decorating my hp with glitter.
hahs. it looks ugly, so i wiped it off.
bleah.
well.

miss you.
sweet words roll off your tongue.
they used to end up in my heart.
now, they're in the bin.
they'll stay there forever...
along with the memories of you and me.


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