jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.



(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin

foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you

i can't believe those people. kimberly, shyaza, elsia.dionne. jedidah. siying. lingyu. jolene. mel. lydia. and the rest. they're so mean to hali! today we were doing CIP, cleaning up the classroom, stripping the noticeboards, wiping tables, etc., and they just sat there like goddesses, refusing to even lift a finger. they were too busy. doing what?! talking about useless stuff, PAINTING THEIR NAILS. excuse me. why can't hali, as the class monitress, copy down your names? i don't see the wrong in THAT. at least she's not sitting around, talking to her friends and giving herself manicures.

hali did the most work. she even started the day before. she stripped the noticeboards by herself, cleared the junk in the cupboard! they were sitting around. even if they don't have anything to do, they should at least look like they ARE doing something, like...grab a rag and clean the tables or something.

anyways. speaking of tables. kimberly stood on one, and when hali told her to get off, she pulled a face then when hali turned her back, she mouthed 'shut the FUCK up', with emphasis on the FUCK.

i dislike people like this. are they trying to act like they're gangsters or something? oh. like whatever. i notice she tries VERY VERY hard to impress elsia and shyaza. omg. is she a les or something? she's trying so hard to the extent of being mean. i see the way she bullies others and have a laugh about it with her "friends" who egg her on. do they honestly think it's fun? then they keep telling everyone their group of friends (honestly...they're only 3 people in it) are very tightly knit, as if warning people not to break them up, but i see them calling each other 'idiots', 'fuckers', 'lamers!' etc etc. doesn't seem like they honestly enjoy each other company.

hali was very upset. i can see. why are these people so unfeeling? so what if they are popular? they can continue to act like bloody fuckers and no one will ever like them again. the only reason why people are so threatened by these people is because popular people can - and will - unseat them. their status are so high, they can kick you off the popularity seat, and off you go. would you rather betray yourself and stay popular or stand up for what's right and become a social outcast?

naturally, people pick the former. but i know, if everyone stood up for what's right, kim, shyaza, elsia, dionne and who-the-fuck will be social outcasts. fuck all the popular people! GO TO HELL!

ok. despite what my friends say, i beg to differ. i am not popular. i don't fit in wherever i go. instead, i would like to say i stick out like a sore thumb. if i fit in, i wouldn't be blogging this stuff now. i choose to not fit in! if i fit in, i'll be an evil meanie who throws chairs (elsia), an evil meanie who doesn't speak to her partner (shyaza) and an evil meanie who tells the monitress, WHO IS IN THE RIGHT, to shut the FUCK up (kimberly). god. this people are so frigging childish.

grow up, guys!

hali is my role model. she's always the responsible one. even though ms tan makes hali work like crap for nothing, hali doesn't mind. she truly cares about the class. not like some idiotic people. i'm giving them the EYE. fuck you all. i feel like screaming to ms tan, "why don't you change monitress? let's see who's more capable, hali or some other bitch!" i nominate kimberly, elsia and shyaza for monitresses. lemme see how you cope.

enough about this. let's talk about my grades. today we got back our report books, and i was kinda appalled by my grades. ok. also by our class's grades. we're doing very badly! and when i mean badly, i mean VERY VERY badly. the worst in the entire cohort. i'm 5th in position in the class, but in the entire level, i'm number 97th. god. don't remind me. i hate myself.

i talked to hoon hui yi today. i was cleaning the table and i saw her, looking very lost. "OI! HOON HUI YI! here, clean the table!" and pushed one up to her. HAHS. i'm feeling very kind today. -NOT.

today's the last day of the semester. i'm gonna check out who's interested in going to woodlands library with me to shelf books! and the spca! okay. been blogging for very long. shall go do something more lucrative. like.... homework?

NAHH. guess not. x)

miss youu!!
miss those days when i was MADLY IN LIKE with you.
but it's over.