&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Tuesday, May 17 // 8:32 pm
happy birthday mrs siva![sorry i couldn't visit you....had dance. sorry sorry. i'll make it up to you!!]today was FUNfunFUN!
first of all.
we had a stress management course.
we were made to form groups of 5.
hali, tereza, kyria and rachel were my group mates!
x))
our topic was on peer pressure.
this girl (lisa) was influenced by her friends to buy branded goods. her mother doesn't allow her to buy them. what will you, as a good friend, do to help her?
so. i was chosen to play lisa.
apparently because i could 'act very well'.
tereza was the mummy
kyria the narrator cum friend
hali and rachel -the people who pressured me into asking for branded goods.
haha. shall not elaborate.
but it was fun.
i didn't get to act.
hurray!
i have terrible stage fright. kinda.
so i'll probably forget what i'm supposed to do or say.
anyways. AYESHA should join eldds.
she's a fab actress!
today had dance prac. so fun!
we changed the song to britney's 'me against the music'.
i goofed up a few hundred times.
deborah says i can shake my ass damn well.
no la. i was just acting.
copying yiling, that bitch.
haha. actually she didn't really do the sexy pose thingy.
i just went around saying, "OOH! LOOK! YILING THINKS SHE'S POLE DANCING!"
then i started dancing like a whore.
haha.
that yiling had the decency to ask me. "jolyn, did you read the book?"
"perhaps. what is in there that you DON'T WANT me to read?"
i faked a smile at her and looked away.
haha. so fun. me and rachel damn sacarstic to her.
"yiling!! you go die la! go to hell!" (me & rach)
"huh?" (yiling; while tucking her ugly hair behind her ear, acting damn blur)
"no la. just kidding. don't take it too seriously. we said that for fun."
hurrays. dance audition tomorrow.
we sure gonna rock!
x))
yepyep.
my legs ache.
shall go practise my moves and try to perfect them.