jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.



(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin

foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you

haha. i re-read the previous post.
i still LOVE my friends. despite them being quite irritating at times....
and i am still ugly. not that i want to be a beauty queen or anything.
but sometimes it IS annoying. there're all-rounders.
smart, pretty, athletic, witty. a whole package.
what about me?
stupid. ugly. can't do anything right. says the wrong things at the wrong time.
see?
why would guys go for people like ME when there are plenty of those whole packages around??
would you rather buy a buy-one-get-3 free thing for $10 or a buy one-free-nothing thing for $10?
see? everybody will pick the one with free stuff.
i get jealous you know.
they're everything i am not.
pretty. smart. cute. sweet. nice. kind. generous. can sing. won't fuck up anything. rich.
ever notice that pretty people are rich?
and they're also popular?
notice that i'm not pretty. not pretty = not rich. not rich = not popular.
so predictable.
and pretty people ARE athletic.
they don't grumble about the slightest stuff (like band), they don't blog about being jealous of other people.
they have blogs. they blog about their life.
which is so much more interesting than mine because they ARE popular.
popular = many people know them = people are anxious to appear with 'popular' people in turn, they become more popular = invited to more parties by people who WANT to be popular..
endless cycle.
my life pales in comparison to theirs.
actually. i don't just 'pale'.
i disappear - completely.
ugh. i hate myself.
why am i complaining when i'm 'perfect'?
perfect = 2 eyes, 1 nose, 1 mouth, 2 ears...........dot dot dot.
people would KILL to be healthy.
and here i am.
complaining that i'm too ugly. too stupid or whhat.
some people would die to come to cedar.
and here i am.
complaining about the teachers there.
i'm so greedy.
a glutton.
can someone tell me not to ask for more???
i'm almost PERFECT.

except i'm not.
nobody is.
especially not people like me.

sighs. just being bored and stupid.
if you're wondering, the songs in the music player are not working cos the links are all broken.
the server is down cos some bastards hacked in and then you know.
i'm bored.


wondering if anyone is.....
ok. nevermind.
if i type the whole sentence out, i'll regret it.

uh huhs. well. i gonna go find skins.
byebye.
anyways. my cousin's hosting the show on mtv.
haha. i'm so proud of her. ((:
hurray.
she's pretty. hip. popular. no wonder they would pick her.

okays. shall shuddup.