&Alexithymia
jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.

&Verona



&Friends
(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin


&Gracias
foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you



Wednesday, May 25 // 6:42 pm


brrrrrrrr. i was freezing my ass off in the com lab just now, i typed out a post and backspaced all the way. ying was beside me when i typed it. she was grumbling, because i refused to give her my blog URL. lalala. no way am i gonna give it to you! it's not that i write bad stuff about you...but hey. i need my privacy, don't i?

today was fun.FUN.fun. we had our learning journey, we were split into 2 groups, and the first group got to walk around the singapore river first while we, the second group, had a drama workshop with a not-so-well-known actor. guess what?!! he says i'm a potential actress! OMG. i thought i really messed it up. but he says i have originality and creativity! OMFG. as if. he's probably joking. i was messing around with ying and yuyang. i was the father, the angry guy who slapped the son (yuyang). it was about history and coolies (labourers) and something something.

it goes like this...
me = daddy
yuyang = son
ying = mummy. we are NOT les! xP

so. here's what i remember...

(dinner time)

yuyang: pa...i want to go nanyang...
dad: WHAT?!! (slaps the son) good sons do not go overseas!
son: (crying...but she didn't cry! WHY???) why?
dad: remember that ah seng next door? see what happened? he left for nanyang and he did not even bother to write or visit his father when his father was dying! his father did not even get to see him for the last time! will this happen to you? will you forget about us?
son: but...i won't, pa...
dad: how do you know?! if you know no one in the palace, don't work in the government, if you know no one abroad, don't gooverseas. what will happen to you? you did hear about people dying from opium addiction, right? or what if something happens to you there? how are you going to inform us? you have no kin there.
mum: (after much persuading from the teacher) aiya..boy..listen to your dad.
son: but.....go there work got money! we now so poor...see meimei and didi (bro and sis in chinese) work so hard...cannot study..pa..let me go...
dad: i said no! you cannot go!

the end.

i totally messed it up.i doubt i'll \be an actress anyway. do you know? i stutter and stammer in front of everyone. i can forget the simplest things. anyway. it was fun. he wrote down kimberly, shyaza, dionne, elsia, ling yu, stacey, deborah and my name. he's gonna give it to the ELDDS teacher. yay. can i get out of band???????? okies. i'm blabbering. shall stop now. and look for a skin. sighs. nothing seems to catch my eye.


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