jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.



(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin

foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you

why do they always insist on controlling me?
it's my mouth, isn't it?
i can choose to not greet moronica.
but dammit.
those people just wouldn't leave it at that.
so what if she's older than me?!
these people are so fucking weird.
so, if i see anyone who's older than me, i have to greet them?
even if i don't know them?
no right?!
so absurd.
it's not as if it's the first time i completely ignored her!!
but they had to make a big fuss about it today.
they say if i greet her, i have manners.
well. she's so fucking detestable.
why should i?
i don't respect her, do i?
so what if i greeted everybody else BUT her and her boyfriend?
if they don't like it, they can just fuck off.
i can make up my own mind.
they tell me i'm a bad influence to evelyn and carolyn.
they can decide for themselves if they want to greet or not.
i mean. carolyn greeted, of course.
evelyn didn't want to.
not after that that fucking moron said.
she wanna act cool?
well. FUCK HER!
stupid fucking bitch with NO FUCKING LIFE.
i pity her boyfriend, you know.
he's working double just to be with her.
and she's lazy like hell.
he does everything for her.
why? i have NO idea.
fucking bitch. i glared at her.
we sat at different tables to eat.
she's probably complaining to that boyfriend of hers how horrible we are to her.
ugh. she can snitch all she wants.
i ain't gonna care cos it's none of my fucking problem.
haha. she's gonna tell her mum.
her brother.
her friends.
yay. she can scold me all she wants.
cos i don't give a fuck.
but what really puzzles me is that, why are they [referring to my older cousin, aunts and mum] always telling me to greet her?
they keep insisting i go to her table to SPECIFICALLY acknowledge her.
"oh, jolyn. is that how a cedar secondary student should behave?! do they teach you that in school?! i know you hate her, but still. you need to greet her! here's 5 bucks. go ask her what she want to drink. greet her first."
she then proceeded to thrust a five dollar bill into my hands.
i refused to take it.
and rolled my eyes.
what do you mean?!
then how should a cedar girls' secondary student behave?!
greet everybody i see?
like. if i see someone I DON'T KNOW, i have to say "hi, auntie!"
isn't that stupid?
gee. i really enjoy greeting people.
if that's the case.
then how come moronica can't greet me?!
so what if she's older than me?!
by a few years.
she also didn't acknowledge me!
then why should i?
they're always saying the youngsters are rude.
some adults are, too.
but they don't say it.
and excuse me.
MORONICA is SOOO not an adult.
as if fucking around with her boyfriend will make her seem older.
btw. did i tell you?
moronica smokes.
huh.
i am supposed to respect someone who starts smoking at the age of 14?!
okay.
it's not that i have anything against smokers or young smokers.
but she's not really setting any good examples for evelyn and carolyn.
OR ME.
ugh. i did her a favour when i promised not to tell her mum. or anyone.
i'm not a tattletale.
she supposedly stopped smoking a long time ago.
ok. lets not talk about HER.
stupid bitch. fucker. asshole.
FUCKING BANANA.

a week since i broke my old specs.
i bent them and they just broke into halves.
well. i was angry at that time..........
wheee.
i finally got them changed.
WOOHOO.
they cost a hundred bucks.
my mum wanted me to get the armani ones.
=/
so what if they're branded?
they're too plain.
and GREEN.
pukey green.
besides. they cost 120 bucks.
and the ones i'm wearing now look fab.
haha. i tried on so many pairs.
over 20.
i liked those nerdy types, with thick frames.
but they don't look nice on me.
and those frameless ones are super duper weird on me.
my mum says better not to get frameless ones cos i'll drop 'em.
and break 'em.
and my eyes are almost bigger than some of the frames.
haha. i have big eyes!
btw.
MY SPECS are cool.
damn cool.
wheee.
shan't talk so much.

stop blogging here!

shall go do my damn homework.
haiz.